I cannot with SM right now...30 mins online and only two people have popped in and out my room? hell no.


It's Friday and Ive made $80 all fucking week. I need to buy a new car, please Universe, please bring me some paying custies!!!




God today is awful. Wtf?





These lil boys on cam are driving me fucking mad.. I had to log off and take a break!





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Customers are pretty dumb when it comes to bra size. I have gotten so many guys in my chatroom who are bent out of shape over my bra size. They read D cup and expect to see what looks like soccer-ball tits only to find out that I am petite all over. I tried a few times to explain how bra-sizing worked and I put my actual bra size down on the profile when I made my account. I got annoyed and changed my profile to say that I'm a smaller cup size.
Add my name to the list of this Saturday sucks ASS JUICE.
$13 bucks MGF
37 whole tokens chaturbate in a half an hour
45 tokens MFC. Stayed on 20 min though and had no room topic. I just figured I'd throw caution to the wind.
Sidenote: Before that whopping 37 tokens I made in 30 minutes, I had forgotten I had a pw on my room so I was on CB a good 45 min about to cry because I had 0 guests. Lmao....Super ditz award right here.
This Saturday was no bueno for me. This is what I get for attempting to work on my off day. Something told me to take my rest day and "rest".
*cue "Let It Go" karaoke jam*
Totally. I've been beating myself up all day for getting to bed too late last night, thus sleeping in waaaay too late today and being too groggy to even attempt dealing with the potential emptiness of Memorial Day Weekend online. Bummed that I missed a Saturday but at least if you're gonna miss one, this is probably the one you'll miss the least. ;P
"It's amazing what a positive attitude can do!"




Camming sucks right now because I dyed my hair purple and my Logitech reads it as royal blue. No amount of saturation change shows it as the purple it is. So after spending hours bleaching it, dyeing it, and finally finding a color I like after trying different ones for several months, I may have to give up on the color I want because the color it shows up as on cam looks absolutely terrible.




^^ The colour purple is nigh on impossible to photograph and depict in the RGB range. It's a real bane.
(This forum thread explains why in a handy chart, though I realise it's not a huge consolation that it's not just you.
http://www.thephotoforum.com/threads...purple.236919/ )




I think my main issue is not even that it doesn't show up correctly, it's that the color my cam depicts is this ridiculous atomic neon blue. Not exactly what I was going for, lol.


Camming sucks right now because I have 0 motivation to go live... I want to, but I feel so apathetic about it, even though I'm not burned out. Curse you, mental illness!
Don't give in, wr1ter! I deal with the same shit and I've started telling myself "it doesn't matter how you feel, you're logging in and being on cam now. That's just the way it is. Doesn't matter if it sucks, if I'm bored, if I make nothing, it's not up for debate. I'm logging in because that's what I'm doing with my life right now. Because I said so." Yeah it's a little long-winded, but it fucking works cause I just made over $70 (a lot for me in one sitting) and once you see that cash you remember the "why" part.
"It's amazing what a positive attitude can do!"


Aww. thanksI'll try to hop on after I eat and socialize with non-customers for a while. You're super sweet :*
Today is deader than dead. Maybe my shitty PMS attitude is driving boy away!





Trying to participate and be a good contributor on a forum (because I like to be helpful and answer people's questions when I can...oh, the horror!), only to have admin act suspicious of me because I "post a lot." Seriously???
My referral link for models to join the Boleyn Models daily pay program
https://cammodelpay.com/ref?page=&campaign=&affToken=NDcx
having to deal with those assholes on SM....
"Tommy: lol what happens if your kids sees you on the internet one day?
since youre pregnant. what if he sees it when he grows up lol
damn he's gonna be like my moms a slutty whore, might try nd fuck ya eventuallt
well ihope he fucs ya hard"
Tommy is blocked
Stuuupiiiid streaming shittiness!!! Why will my feed not be smooth today?? I'm using the Open Broadcast Encoder (cause the adobe one only freezes when I try to use it), keep messing with the settings - change the resolution to really crappy, move fps from 30 down to 20.... nothing! I check my feed in another tab and I'm so blocky and skipping around, no wonder I got ZERO SHOWS in over 2 hours!!! Uggghh I'm so pissed off! INTERNETZ WHY U NO LIEK MEEE???
"It's amazing what a positive attitude can do!"
Still after many years of camming I still hate hearing "r u alone".......I hate that question with a passion. So tonight this idiot asked me this on skype and I responded saying I only do solo shows......then he had the nerve to give me a ugly dick pic.....pffftttt I immediately blocked his sorry behind.
Camming fucking SUCKS because nearly 3 1/2 hours sitting on cam and only 11 minutes of show. OMG Tuesday you're busting my balls!! And today a sweet regular (non-paying, but good company in free) helped me test my tech and reassured me my feed was fine, a little delayed but clear and awesome! Wtf then, why.....
"It's amazing what a positive attitude can do!"



I worked about 2 hrs today and made a lovely 20$It all happened within like 15-20 mins of logging in and then the remaining almost 1 1/2 hrs was NOTHING. I got so discouraged I logged off. I promised Id go to bed early to get a nice early start but instead on Im SW and ebaying dildos and knitting supplies. I need a life !




[QUOTE=doublerainbow;2764213And today a sweet regular (non-paying, but good company in free[/QUOTE]
You mean a freeloader....a regular is someone who pays you $$$ reguraly
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Twitter- LaylaLovelyXXX





That's stupid bullshit.. I raised my kids in this business and my son happened on a video of me.. of me bitching at trolls.. and he said mom your internet famous!.. take a bow.. I said sorry son aren't you embarrassed?? I felt very humiliated as I chose this business to provide for them.. and he said not really .. it is what it is.. ...




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