




Today is a fucking bore. Where are all the slaves at?
You painted a naked woman because you enjoyed looking at her, put a mirror in her hand and you called the painting “Vanity,” thus morally condemning the woman whose nakedness you had depicted for you own pleasure.” ― John Berger, Ways of Seeing
dude: humilate me bb
me: You suck
Today I've made 27. I feel like a troll.


Spent time on my old cam site to make $2 LOL, then about an hour on SM before I got fed up enough to rage quit. I believe it's time to add webcams . com
I'm willing to try anything new rn.
~ "Well, actually..." doesn't pay my bills bb ~
Past 10 days for me has been pretty terrible. I had to not log in at all today just so I can keep my sanity. Spend most of he time outside enjoying the sun. I'll be back with a fresh mind again.


This week has been pretty bad. My cam was hazing last night so had to log off after an hour. Mind you, in that hour there were plenty of chatters rather than anything else. Just got a sniff of a pvt when my cam hazed. Seems to be the way.
On a positive note sold some film clips and photos so that has helped.



I'm starting to think I might not 'be good at this' and starting to think I just bought a new PC for no reason. Between waiting on the pc itself to get here and working out the pc system so I can cam no problem, and family drama and issues with a baby sitter, I've only been able to make 27$ and that itself wasn't easy but I guess I should consider myself balling since I haven't been able to hop on. I'm hoping to have my new pc all set, updated and ready to go so that I can attempt a camathon tomorrow and just try my hardest to make a decent check.
Started imlive, and the traffic is great and even a decent amount of privates but omg only being able to charge. 98 a minute is killing the fuck out of me. When I do an 11 minute private and only make like 4 bucks... that's just... almost not even worth my time. It's hard to wrap my mind around the amount of time I'm gonna have to sell myself for cheap just to get the 'privilege' to charge what I want.
But SM has been a cunt to me lately (another reason the 'maybe I'm just not good at this" thoughts have been rolling in) and I need to start actually using the other eggs I put in my basket since sm has been less then reliable lately and it's my main.
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What's a coincidence, I did on the same day as well...I wonder if it's the same guy. He wrote me to tell me he didn't need to tell me but there was something he wanted me to know and want to tell me while on cam.
I figured he was going to tell me he was married or leaving the site.
Is it fucked up I was hoping he was just married? Because he was one of my best regs too.
Feelin kinda same.
I really would like to go outside too. The weather is good finally, I wanna walk in the hills with my dog, spend some time with poeple, forget this insane shit and all the dumb stuff... But probably i ll waste all my energy again with "work", sitting in room try doin this shit. I feel guilty somehow, and fuckin hate it.


Last edited by Heather7679; 04-03-2016 at 04:46 AM.
Working indy today... One show for $20 yay!
One dude: How much? $30? Can you do $20? (MOTHERFUCKER CAN YOU HAGGLE AT TACO BELL? NO? OKAY WELL IM WORTH MORE THAN A DAMN TACO!)
Two dude: Yeah, great, I want a show! Sure yeah alls great ... Check the crooked clients and he's a chargebacker... FUCK. That was a $100 show I was gonna get. GRRRR.
Three dude: I want this kind of show... But like... (20 minutes of him trying to have this BIG long convo with me about his fetish blah blah blah), I finally just logged off skype...
OMG. FREELOADERS GALORE.
And I got tipped 5 cents on Chaturbate over the course of about 2 hours.
FML.
. . . !
~ a very badly behaved woman
God dammit! I took a private on MFC and he killed my room over 3 minutes of his bullshit. He had like 1500 tokens so I thought we were cool. :/ UGH. MFC has been a total bust for me tonight.
i have a noteboard, where i not days and daily goals. Today, i had a low goal.
I ve deleted it. It s that dead actually. $5 in 3 hrs? Fuck me, lol xD
Should i go to sleep? Or stay on? What do i do?![]()
Aaah. U can t tell. only if it s over. o.O Nothing to loose anyway, i guess. *.*
Update: on halfway, i reached $100 somehow. dunno how. aint had a long session, and aint touched a toy ,or even myself. Well, small money, but better than nothing.
Anyway, i think there are some tech issues on the site. many incomers just disappeared after a few seconds. that s strange.
Last edited by LoraDoll; 04-02-2016 at 03:13 PM.
I lowered my premium price the other day - I was THAT desperate to make SOMETHING. I lowered it to $3.99. Guy comes in and immediately takes me private. Fucker wanted EVERYTHING for $3.99. Anal, huge toy, squirt. Fuck you. No. I told him he was getting a fingering pussy show and that was it. Fuck you. It's $3.99. He stayed, but Jesus Fucking Christ.


Yep, there it is. There are too many girls giving everything for practically nothing now and THAT's partially why the rest of us can't make what we used to AND members have cheapened. Not that there weren't & will always be freeloaders. But...These girls have saturated the cam industry and made it worse for everyone. Fkn fuck.
My apologies to anyone this may offend, but I've been thinking this for months.
~ "Well, actually..." doesn't pay my bills bb ~



Thank you, i know i need to do that and i need to get on it.
Been on for about 4 hours and have made 25 dollars. Ouch.
One of my high paying regs couldnt get an exc to connect. Kept accepting the invite
and it would never connect us.
Hope i can make this shit up.
FUCK.
You can have everything in life you want, if you will just help enough other people get what they want - Zig Ziglar
"Be thankful for the troubles of your job. They provide about half your income Robert R. Updegraff





I dunno how long you have been camming for? but that has been going on the whole time I have been a cam girl.. which is 13+ years.. there's no difference.. As the old saying goes if they really want you they will pay your rates... let's take Bonga for instance.. I charge more than the OTHER girls and I still get paid! they pay me!.. I charge way more for tits and ass flashes than the other girls.. like 3 times as much.. they still pay me.. some complain but they will eventually come around or not.
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