I may sound like I don't make any sense, but there is so many stupid little details that just aren't worth mentioning here. She almost died 2 months ago and she's been so damn bitter since. Has anyone seen the movie Monster in Law? YEP. HER.
I may sound like I don't make any sense, but there is so many stupid little details that just aren't worth mentioning here. She almost died 2 months ago and she's been so damn bitter since. Has anyone seen the movie Monster in Law? YEP. HER.



Happy birthday! Gosh I would just not even associate with her honestly- you're a better person than I am lol. Sorry that this happened to you.










I have never been so incredibly bored in all my fucking life... I have never felt the summer slow down til these damn Olympics..
So so many cheap asses about today. My god it's like pulling teeth. Even my "regulars" are being demanding and saying shit like " Well, I can't tonight, I want to keep all my money for a longer show with you next week". Jeez, fuck off out of my room then. Can not be arsed...





Traffic on both sites i'm working has been really slow for me alsoI hope it picks up soon bc I honestly love this job too much too quit but fuck I need bigger payouts so I can save to travel.
"Alot of people are afraid to say what they want, that's why they don't get what they want"~ Madonna
"Respect is a dying art"
"Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box"
Tonight was so slow on SM. I had the same couple of guys popping in and out and then one guy go exclusive for 30 secs.





I've bitched about this before but I get so confused and frustrated by former spenders that will pop in and out of my chatroom all shift long every time I work. Like I don't mind if a spender stops spending because who cares, they're allowed to get bored with me or go broke, and even though it's annoying AF I don't really have a huge problem with them still stopping by and wasting my time every now and then because they probably still technically like me even though they aren't currently spending for whatever reason(I'm not saying I let them waste my time btw, I'm just saying I think I understand the thought process behind it).
I recently had this one guy who used to regularly take me for exclusives every time I'd see him and then he started showing up and leaving without going exclusive. That's fine....but then he would keep doing it and keep doing it--and never even trying to talk btw, literally coming in just to stare at me I guess--so I started booting him from the chatroom when he would come in. Then I would notice he would still pop in here and there but doing it super fast probably hoping I would miss it. That's just so creepy to me, like what is the point of coming in to look at me multiple times a day every day?? I don't do a damn thing in my chatroom either so it's not like they want to hear what I'm talking about or be entertained.
The other day I had to ban a guy and I felt bad because he had recently spent and rated me 5 stars but he would do the same thing; popping in and out of my room alllllll shift long every shift. That just weirds me out so much, the chance of them spending again in the future is not worth it for me.





Another thing that drives me nuts and just happened is when you're in a pvt and someone in the public chat is harassing you to leave it to go exclusive with them. Even if I knew that the person was for sure going to do a long-ass exclu I still wouldn't do it because I believe in first-come-first-serve. And any guy who would ask for a chick to do that is fucked up and rude in the first place because a gentleman would be patient and wait so that the girl could get all the money from the current customer that she was going to get, and THEN get theirs too.
I was in a long pvt today and the whole damn time this guy who did an exclu with me a few days ago is popping in and out of the public chat and at one point asks me to leave my show to go exclu. When I eventually get out of the pvt said douche comes back and then proceeds to just sit in my chatroom. Eventually I get taken exclu by someone else, I come back, he comes back and I just booted him. I have no patience for that kind of fuckery, if you want to annoy me by acting so damn desperate to spend then fucking spend when you actually have the chance.![]()

Customer who I've had for less than two weeks and I have this exchange: (this is paraphrased of course)
Him: I love you, I want to date you, I will threaten you to try to get free shows, I want you to be my girlfriend, I will report you if you go on a date with someone. I Love you, you should move to another country for me. Don't piss me off, I'm emotionally unstable. I'm gods gift to women, why don't you like me? I want to fuck you, if you loved me you would fuck me. I can't pay you now but I'll give you double if you do a show now and I'll pay you tomorrow. But tomorrow my debit card is stolen. I'm going to act like I own you even though I've spent a total of 125$ on you. I'm a cop I can ruin your life. You're my perfect angel I love you. Come play with me, I don't want to be a client I want you to be mine, I only want you no one else. PAY ATTENTION TO ME I NEED VALIDATION!
ME (outwardly): I like you too, but I'm not doing shows tonight, me and all my cats got our periods at the same time and I need to clean up the carnage.
Me (Inwardly) : You are a pathetic, time wasting piece of shit, If I don't have my money by the end of the week I am hitting you with the ban hammer everywhere I can and then hitting you with several real hammers if you ever come back.
So many pathetic douchebags. If it looks like a whale, smells like a whale and tastes like a whale it's probably a fuckboy who can't get any IRL.
Rant Complete. Stay gorgeous and wealthy my Baes





There is an internet-famous Black guy named Tommy Sotomayor who's constantly posting videos where he rants about why he hates Black women. And the dude is raising a young, Black daughter, so how does that work (hating Black women so much while raising a Black daughter...hmmm)? For whatever reason, I used to follow him and watch his videos until I finally had enough and couldn't continue watching anymore. He's just so hateful towards Black women.
Fine by me if these Black "men" don't want us, because I sure as hell don't want them either. These dudes ain't loyal. Got my heart broken enough times to not get my hopes up anymore over ANY man...Black or White. You treat these guys like royalty, and they take advantage of that. They expect women to be 100% loyal to them (and we are), while it's okay for them to sneak around and be man whores. Fuck that.
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Wow, I'm sorry that your MIL was being a cunt.
My b-day was nothing to brag about. I wound up with a stiff neck that day, and I've been in pain for two days. Got my grandmom's funeral on Saturday, and I'm hoping I'm not still walking around looking stupid (with medicated patches on my neck and shit) then.
Hopefully, next year you and I will have a better birthday experience.*HUG*
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I had a few privates tonight while split camming & I got alot of "fat slut" comments which doesn't bother me but hell at least they could fuckin tip me ugh. I can take all sorts of shame in private shows bc nothing these losers say affect me I just laugh it off.
"Alot of people are afraid to say what they want, that's why they don't get what they want"~ Madonna
"Respect is a dying art"
"Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box"



Well fuck. I'm literally at 1/5 of my weekly goal and I'm going to be short on my rent. Major site issues on SM Sunday, and so little traffic it screwed me out of my only full cam day that I have during the week. Checked out cams.com until I realized they record shows and take unflattering screen shots during chat so I hit payout there but am done with that site. I'm so screwed. I have 2 3 hour shifts left to cam and I've been averaging $50 a night when I usually pull down $100-$250 in a single shift. Fuck you August.
where is everyone today :o



wow. this has been the worst week ever. made $175 in two nights (in 12 hours total). wow. just wow.
and preseason games are tonight (thursday) and friday night tomorrow. ugh!!! I'm going to be short on my rent![]()
My last 3 nights. 80/73/47. Granted I couldn't work all the hours I wanted to, but not even sure it would have made a difference.
Still. Grateful for what I've made. And the Cam Angels have been kind to me this Suckiest month to suck all months besides January.
well... made 153 today >.< have to get on tonight and hustle. not giving up
aw is awful for me this week, i never made 0 2 days in a row, was even bragging abt it with myself....lol now, im fucked, shouldnt have thought abt it, on the other hand got 2 great shows on skyprivate and cambabes. so...i guess i cant complain much.
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