only 23% in private... grrrr
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only 23% in private... grrrr
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Holy fuck. Only made twenty dollars in the entire three or four hours I've been on. And I lose my temper yet again because it's the same idiots asking the same dumb fuck questions over and over again. And I have this one idiot who has been blowing up my inbox since yesterday with the same question. Guys asking me about what size dick I like. Looks like weekdays aren't gonna work for me.


Well today is absolutely dreadful, shit traffic and douchebag custies



Tonight was full of freeloaders. It was crazy the amount of freeloaders that were in my room! I'm hoping the weekend is good, please and thanks!
This is HORRIBLE... all im gonna say.
Why did I think Friday night would be good? #BORED
I never go online during early afternoon.
well, low /hour $ in the first 3 hours, now in the 4 th it s zero again.
My motivation is dead anyway, I was very pessimist when I logged on. Dunno, this little shit is even better, than what i expected.![]()


Just spent hours trying to find femdomme clips to learn from, after searching mainstream porn sites and finding nothing useful, I go to iwantclips to purchase some quality looks vids.
Error: Cannot process your order. I tried it from my phone, my laptop, restarting everything...what. That site is glitchy af. I don't know how girls are banking on it. So annoyed. It's not like I'm looking to copy cat, I just need to see how verbal humiliation is done. Tired of trying to expand and only wasting time.



lowest cam day in history, well ok there wee those 2 days of $0.00.....
I do not understand.. Sat night is typically my bread and butter.. lots of traffic, I look wonderful I am feeling good.... 3 hours and $36.... I don't understand.... I have been at this for 6 years... I get bad days, but every day is getting worse... I am starting to get scared that it is me when i see chicas posting they made a good amount.... I guess I will try again in the morning...
It's not just you. For me too, the last 5 days were at a really low level than i am used to. Fuck it, i doubt i had so many days in a row at such a low level. I really don't know what it's happening but I hope it will pick itself back up. I am doing also a really diffcult diet and gave up on some imp pillls trough the diet. So it is already diffcult to cam for 8 hours & now this stupid low shit ? I really hope it's just a thing that will eventually go away. Big bucks days come back soon please LOL.
Well this maybe isn't the right thread for it but I'm super irritated RN. I started camming with my husband about a year ago and then slowly morphed into being a solo cam girl, which I'm taking pretty seriously as of late. Anyway every now and then he wants to log in together but he's always fucking my shit up. Last night we had a pretty frustrating and not very productive session.
He just doesn't get it, like what people expect and how to interact with them. Plus he's color blind so he's always giving the wrong people attention! I keep telling him to leave it to me. He can get confused and jealous when my regulars show up and we clearly have a rapport (what does he think I do all day? I discuss every day to him in detail lol). Then after teasing and being excited for hours our cum show is like 2 mins because he's overly excited. Usually he's hyper concerned about me cumming but in that environment he goes nuts and I get left hanging.
He's really not cut out for camming at all, but as much as I try to gently (or not so gently) tell him, he keeps insisting that he'll do better and be on board, etc. It's weird because he's great in bed and super hot... but there is a lot more to being successful at this! We usually get into a fight afterwards. I would like to stop the couples stuff altogether but for some reason he still finds it fun despite all the fighting and awkwardness and I do feel a certain obligation to let him get in on it if he wants. We have done well money wise together so it's tough because saying no might also mean saying no to some good money.
I feel like these lack luster couple shows are messing up my solo stuff though because we are usually selling tickets to what ends up being a disappointing show. I mean nobody is usually complaining but on my solo account I really try to make sure people feel they are getting a good value and are fully entertained. For him it's a whatever fun time, but I'm over here trying to build a business! In any case I'm looking forward to Monday when I'll have the house to myself and I can do my own thing. Just had to vent!! I do think I'll say no to couples stuff moving forward >.<





OMFG.. this is Sunday Funday? Kill me now.. so many fucking moronic freeloaders... asking to stupid fucking shit!.. what the fuck did I wake up at 4 am for? this is god damn nonsense.. is this year over yet?
That feeling of waiting on the last $40 to come to you so you can 'get put out of your misery'.
9 more to go. kill me now. Dying of boredom.




I wasn't feeling good but logged on anyway. Regret. Remorse. I've died of boredom a thousand times over for a few dollars and not a single show.


Oh honey, I can empathize completely. I had to straight up tell my husband that I didn't want him to cam with me, and that I prefer to cam by myself during the day, when he is at work. He just messes up my vibe so much, doesn't get how every little thing can have an effect on my attitude, and that people sense that!!!!! And while he does like to watch me on cam from his computer, if it gets slow, he will play on his ipad. So here I am on cam trying to be sexy, and I look over, and he's not even paying attention! It just takes it right out of me. So I understand how you feel. Can you focus more on solo shows? Or maybe incorporate him into something simple, like a bj show...but tie him up so he can't stroke it and make himself cum too quickly? Then you could tease him and drag it out a bit.......
Or maybe make some clips with him and sell those during your solo shows?
I was doing so well, logged on a whole week in a row and then yesterday took a day off due to feeling sick...today feel even worsestill logged on but only long enough to make like $25 before I had to log off cause my throat hurt so badly. Fuck.
Time is money. Money is power. Power is pizza. Pizza is knowledge. Let's go.
Ashalicious - those are great suggestions!! Thank you also for sharing your experience! It's nice to know I'm not the only one with this problem, not that I wish it on anyone!![]()
After venting here, he and I had a big talk about it and he freely admitted that he's just not really cam material and some things need to change before doing it together again - so I'm beyond relieved. It's hard when you don't want to hurt their feelings OR your business. They don't get that we are making split decisions for what is going to be the best outcome, and they just need to go with the flow and look alive! Lol
Goddamn! It took me all day to hit my low goal.....I hate days like this.
Having my first $1000 week only for it to be across so many sites I havent made cash out target on a single one.
So no income this pay cycle.





WHY is it that when I tell a bitch that I'm a cam model, that their immediate response is, " I want to do that too!" I'm Talking about guys also. Fuck off!I tell them there's no money in camming,
and they're not hiring.
This after one bitch tells me that I have dark circles under my eyes , and asks if my ass is real.
Jealous much?
Annoys the hell out of me when some men think woman can take a giant dildo up the ass in less than 10min with little lube. With practice I'm sure it would slide right in him, but my butthole needs time! The rushing is a major mood killer and makes me want to stop offering anal other than plug play.
Sad boners my entire shift, one of my worst days on cam in a while.
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