no boners what so ever. Ready to film.
no boners what so ever. Ready to film.



i made goal and all, but i wanted to keep going. SM is a ghost town and the broadcaster's overheating my computer >.< argggggh
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I think it maybe "I'm not reading your profile or status, nor shall I ask any questions before taking you private, then get butthurt when you won't do a heavy duty fetish show in private even though it isn't group show material" day today. literally had to tell 5 guys in my first 30 minutes online that they needed to go exclusive instead because their kink isn't group show friendly (ie nose flaring, non-nude spit dangling, oddly specific role play, ect.). a couple of them got super pissed about it too! like guys, I'm trying to help you help me give you the best show possible! Help a woman out a little and at least ASK questions!





They probably think the term "model" is glamourous and brag-worthy, and that they just have to look sexy for the money to rain on them. Plus, the whole "working from home" thing probably sounds like a dream come true to them.
And it's none of her damn business if your ass (or boobs...hair...whatever) is real. Smh.
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Pisses me off when a bank manager asks me what I do for a living. Bitch, back off!
I was cashing a phone sex check, but still. Lol!
I had to get a new bank card, and to do that I needed to change my address with the bank. Or so she said.
She asked me 3 times before I told her...self employed...nope. not good enough..she wanted to know specifically.
I specifically went to that Branch, because another Branch I went to the teller asked me if my SM check was a payroll check. What's it to you? What the f***! Nobody's ever asked me that before at the banks in Cali.
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I've been asked that before and I get so flustered I just end up getting pissed off. What the fuck do they care as long as the check clears? Nosy fuckers. This was awhile ago. I avoid them like the plague now. Thank God for ATM's.
I never thought about what The Brown Fox said about them wanting to know for someone else. I just figure they're typing your job info into a computer for the govt.








Today has been the worst day ever. Really hoping it picks up in the next hour or so.





Man I really need to pick up the pace this month.. Averaging $110 a day is not going to pay my bills.. uggh.. but it's slow af for me




The last two shifts I've done really well after utilising gold shows as my group privates and keeping exclusive for a more personal experience. My time in paid chat increased as did my income, which made me eager to get on again the next day. I even had a new regular who was waiting out the GS timers and tipping in the remaining amount to reach goal every time.
It was all ticking along great and I was stacking up the cash... and then today I got two privates and then couldn't even get a gold show going. I logged off early with $25 for 3 hours. FML that was a big crash back down to earth!
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feels like to me, there s no customers from the states. Like when it s around 8-9pm in New york for example. Ghost town.
And european main time is full of garbage guys. Super retarded.
just awesome...
I really don't understand it. I used to make, average, $100 a week (worked 5 hours a week), which paid my bills okay; but now I'm lucky if I make $25 a week, if that. It's really starting to seem like it's not worth it.
I came back postpartum thinking it would help me reach a level of independence that I haven't had recently, and now I'm just hoping I can make enough to pay my bills.
well, i was curious, so i stayed in 2 girl's room, during my shift. They re on the first page too.
Won t belive, there was no one in their room, just like in mine.
No traffic. Well, today i had 2 pvts in 2 hours, and that s all.
Wondering how low can it go, in the future, or what ll happen.
This job seems so broke, in these days.
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I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling this....Sunday was good but the rest of this week can just go to hell. Ugh...hope it improves soon!
It's been so slow for me this whole week, it's really beginning to stress me out. Camming is great when the money is there but on the days it isn't, I just get so bummed out and anxious about it and at this point feel like I would much rather just have a job that may not pay as much but at least has a set income because being constantly worried about how I'm going to reach my weekly goals when it's dead is just super frustrating.
Time is money. Money is power. Power is pizza. Pizza is knowledge. Let's go.





^^^ It's the stress and worry i hate about camming, if all days were nice, smooth & profitable i will adore this job simply no kidding, unfortunately when getting on cam u never know how it will work so it's difficult to plan ur life and expenses when u just dont know how much u are going to earn for ur next pay check.
camming pissing me off, in these days seriously. People aint been this broke a few years before, I swear.





^^^ I know right? Especially with us single moms who only depend on cam income is very difficult to think of the fun part of camming when all u have in ur mind is how u going to provide for ur family/kids.
Of course things are not this dramatic when u have another job u can rely on or have a partner that provides too for the family, it's a different level of mental comfort when u know u not the only one making the money or camming is just a secondary job.










It is for sure a handicap in my case & am aware of it but we are not to be blamed for, it's the effect of our special situations especially in my case, i am a cerebral person who thinks a lot & deep and am very sensitive & feel everything around me & it's affecting me always, i just cant wash my brains when on cam and be like there is nothing bothering me, i do my best but is more difficult than for the ones who are worry free.
Being single officially for 22 years now is just the way i formed myself as an adult, i never had the peace of mind others have but always busy thinking and doing things in order to keep a roof over our head and raise a child all alone. For a short period of time in between i had that mind comfort knowing & feeling i am protected and 'taken care of' which felt very good and took my mind away financial stress so camming was easier but then things changed again in my life so i got back to what i had before.
We and others who face similar situations are the 'result' of personal & particular circumstances, i dont wanna call us victims cause we are not, we are fierce fighters actually but for sure this situation took the toll on us.
Carry on babes, we can do it, i do it every day for very long years nowxx
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