Had 1 private in hours of working. trolls galore. kill me now
Had 1 private in hours of working. trolls galore. kill me now
DAMN its so dead online ! #funeralhome .Thank GOodness i put some overtime this week when it was poppin online.FUck that !I'm taking the rest of the friday off and the weekend off.On a good note indie was popping this week so i made my weekly goal.I was trying to be greedy and get some extra cash.Nope not worth it.
Last edited by bigbootyjudy1; 04-21-2017 at 12:58 PM.
10 more min and it'll be a halfhour. I don't sit on the site anymore if it's like this. Fuck it. Let them stare at themselves in the mirror. SOOOOOOO fucking bored.
What I post here is more how to entertain ourselves when men are being, well, dicks(all men are supposed to have them but not all act like them).
Easiest thing fro me to do is make a "voodoo doll" and stick a pin in it each time someone pisses me off. But the more intimidating(and more fun) thing to do is get a penis candle.
Each time someone is a douchebag, I just stick it with a pin. If I am in a particularly bad mood, I'll ask them "how do you feel now?" before I block them.
WAIT? Some sick fuck would pay for this!!!!
I am sticking with tip to talk.
Ugghh got my first rude assholes in pvt who rated me 1 star and 3 star without telling me wtf they wanted before going!!! Hoping SM gets these ratings removed.
Instablock as soon as I see them again!
Professional badgal.
WTF is going on here do we have football again this weekend? I'm finding that days used to work really well for me now it looks like I'm gonna have to switch to nights again.
^ That reminds me... once I yelled at them (coz of silent stalking forever) that they should go and stare into a cow s ass, instead ...Ahh, it was very bad yesterday anyway. So many of the "hi bb prove me how much u love me before pvt" guys and I m wondering wtf happened that nearly all of them acting like that in these days. Cheap sites like Chaturbate, and sites what allow nudity in free chat, maybe? Idk. One thing I know, that chaturbate visiting rate went up so high on last summer, like never before, in the meanwhile other sites dropped down. Somehow, I experience a huge drop down in audience quality since last summer, on Jasmin. And sadly it s not just me - as I see, modells who dont work for free on jasmin, and refuse to do giga bullshit for free, having a hard time to get pvs in these days.
Funny, coz these guys would pay for show anyway, and I have no idea, how there are so many cheap girls - tons of them who givin away everything for free or for cents. Influence others jobs aswell, and condition guys to act cheap and rude as a standard. This happening in these days, and as I feel, it really hits hard now. (not to be totally negative: not everything ruined thankfully but ... feels like, it s on the edge)
There is a difference now: there were trolls before yep - but now, these guys are really think that they should get stuff for free even on pvt based sites and untill u dont act like u are on a token site, u are abandoned, no one ll say a word for ya for hours, even if u have a good placement. This is my experience.
However, I dont stalk too much in other rooms, only sometimes I take a look. During these years and still, I made my waysomehow, coz I have exp, and have self confidence, that I can do something, what people can get only from me. But now, how should I hold up the self confidence, and special feeling, when people need nothing but cheap and low shit, they dont care about ur personality anymore, more important how much u shake ur ass and show naked stuff for free? And the more low u go, the "better" u are? I dont really feel like, I can keep up with this anymore and naturally I dont even want to get involved in anything like that. Any advice, maybe, or positive toughts would be helpful. - coz it happens more and more, that I start my shift positively, and suddenly I have a feeling, like wtf am I doing here, why am I here with people who do nothing really, but ruining me on every possible way they can. And it s fucking awkward.
Last edited by LoraDoll; 04-24-2017 at 04:57 AM.
This morning is so slow and shitty it's unreal. I'm done early be back later fuck this shit so not worth my time.
Only thing saving me from declaring it a complete waste of my time was a fetish reg and a skype show.
I know some people say just to hit your hours or whatever and don't get me wrong I do have a weekly hour goal, but I don't see how it helps to just sit there when it is really slow I mean yeah you might luck out in the end or you might not. I personally get angry if I go through all that trouble of sitting out a full shift when it is slow and I didn't luck out that day. That is why I have no problem splitting my shifts, I am not gonna sit here for 1 really long slow shift with zero luck. I am less pissed off if I have a slow split shift. Just rambling.
Last edited by maddiebabe; 04-24-2017 at 07:44 AM.





Soooooo bored!!!
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Where the fuck are my Sissies and Slaves??!?!?! All of these guys want messy deep throat and hard anal. *cries* I'm soooooreeeee
Ugh yeah I second that. Most vanilla guys annoy me and I don't even offer anal..



I had to get drunk last night to make it through my late night shift. I think I have to today too. Holy shit it was a shitfest the evening before, and also tonight doesn't seems to get better. Not sure if it's me (everyone says it's not) or the website that I am on. Guess I need to go on another website to make some more...





The more I told them how much I hate men, the more privates I kept getting .. men are weird.. I think in their dumb ass mind they are thinking.. OH! she hates men, I'll show her and use her like a whore in private while they are paying me to enjoy my personal life..lol... dumb fuckers!.. maybe you guys might want to give it a try.. I just kept going on and on of all the awful things men do and how they suck.. and I hate them.. every guy left and right kept asking me to go to pvt.. idiots.. I had two who took me to private jacking off furiously while I continued to sit there and tell them stories about how awful they behave to me.. never even getting naked.. these guys are something else.
Does it rain with rude studpif frustrated broke fucks this days ? Or is it just me? They almost made me break down today. And i barely made any change. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK KKKKKKKKK !
4 hours ago here now, for nothing. Only beggars, and scumbags.
I really wish to be new again and clueless. I have a feeling, that there is traffic, but it s low and these guys are weirder than ever. I think I could get along with this shit, if i d be new and cluless again. Like this, I m just freaking out.
It s a big mistake to show attention to anyone in these days. These people are such assholes. Really I wish i could just shake my ass and do shit carelessly, and smile all day long and dont give a fuck if they live or die. Somehow, that was never my style.
Yea i just dont get men sometimes like the other night i was so infurated that i went off on some and i know i shouldnt of but i had enough then one guy says i like that youre fiesty and took me pvt .. just never know what they want anymore atleast my bitchy side got me a pvt lol




Am I the problem or is it just extremely fucking slow right now?
im taking a break I value my time too much for such bullshit. hopefully dicks stop being limp and wallets much fatter when i log back on
edit: somehow ended up doing well today when I came back after my several hour break.
Last edited by maddiebabe; 04-26-2017 at 05:33 AM.


for whatever reason tuesdays have been notoriously slow for me during the past few months. i did make my minimum goal pretty quickly from 2 guys (and thank goodness for that - i HEARD the crickets today on the box sites i work)
“Don’t stay in bed unless you can make money in bed.” – George Burns









Here is my venting from January to April: This will be epic
Camming:
1.People saying that cam models should get emotionally attached to customers or they should get out of webcamming - Nope, I don't bullshit theory because it is not rooted in any reality. Particularly all of the models saying it are the same ones stating " I am only making sales via snapchat and videos. I would have never made any money on MFC without it". "I can't make it without hooking huge whales that I meet in person". Seriously, why should I listen to you? Half of you saying this have limited interactions with men in the real world. Have only 1 to 3 years of experience as a cam model, have a Pollyanna mentality, hard up for a man, and lack of a decent hustle. Sorry, boo kitties, but working on one American box site does not make you an camming expert.You do not have a good cam business model to me and it seems like you are a doormat. You can get mad at me, attack my business model, get mad at my experience, and attack my second life avatar. But you know that I am right. Because think about....you are getting emotionally attached to your customers but you are not receiving nothing of value in return. Yet you get mad at me because I do not follow that trained doormat mentality. You are dismissed
2. Customers acting like we should meet because they heard that some cam models dating/marrying their customers- Nope, I don't have time for that bullshit. Get an escort if you need a sex worker who you can have sex with you in person. Personally, I believe that all of these "we should meet" guys are too scare to get an escort and want to use cam models for that purpose. Maybe some cam models married their clients? Only happens once in a blue moon and it is not typical. However, I must asked...what does that have to do with me? NothingDo I sound hard up for a man? Nope, I am here to work and have fun. Not be your emotional crush nor sexual burden because you are too scared to be alone in life.
3. Fuck you, cheapos and freeloaders who come into my room on StripChat. I see your tons of tokens but you want to be in room for 25 mins without tipping. You are blocked!
4. 2lipslive...can at least tell everyone that you are partnered with pornhub? I guess you thought it will be a score for everyone but it did not bring quality customers to the site. Nor did anything else that you didI made my money and got out.
Psychic entertainment:
1. Companies who feel that I should just accept 30 cent per min as veteran psychic performer- Nope, I refuse because I feel that I put in the world and I should make a decent rage.
2. People on Etsy or Ebay who act like paying 30 dollars for 30 min psychic reading is too much- Get the fuck out of here with that cheap crap.
3. Oranum customers are just entitled dicks who want everything for free.
Phone sex:
1. I am not going to promote a site by voting yet never get any calls there- No thanks! This is business and I can promote myself to get calls.
That is enough venting for now.![]()
Last edited by DonaDiabla; 04-26-2017 at 02:40 PM. Reason: Spelling
Wolves may lurk in every guise / Now as then, 'tis simple truth / Sweetest tongue has sharpest tooth.
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