today has been so horrible. Nothing but free loaders and my pet peeve: a compliment followed by a request for a free flash/show. Going to cam a lot tomorrow and Saturday to make up for it. Weekends and Fridays are better anyways so...
today has been so horrible. Nothing but free loaders and my pet peeve: a compliment followed by a request for a free flash/show. Going to cam a lot tomorrow and Saturday to make up for it. Weekends and Fridays are better anyways so...
Me too.![]()
Professional badgal.




Timewasters galore....asking a million questions and then....silence. Like, why waste both of out time? I will never understand that.....do these dudes think they are going to dazzle us with their conversational skills and score some free ass or something?





Yes. Yes, that's exactly what they think. And you know what annoys me more than anything?! The chatters that come in and talk your head off every day and then when asked if they wanted a show they say they don't have time because they have to go to work/etc. AND THEN they sit and try to talk to you for 10 more minutes!! Suuuuuure you don't have time for a show but you can sit and waste my time. Ugh, so over this whole week!
THIS. And you know what my pet peeve is?
- Where are you from?
- -says country-
- "IdiotLoser has logged off (user left)"
I dont understand this? Like you can bust a nut at me when I am from country x but not when I am from country y?
or - Hey how are you?
- I am great, what about you?
- ' user logged off'
Who are you? A therapist?




OMG, I'm SOOOO glad its not just me!! I have had guys ask my location and when i tell them, they jet, I dont know how many times....it's like they think that if I am in the same city or state I would EVER agree to meet them anyway. I never understood that....but, then again, I dont understand half of the dumb shit these horny fuckers do.




Well, I don't know how everyone else did today, but I can easily sum up my day by sharing that a guy told me "go kill urself" in free chat after I said "no" when he asked to see my body. Slow with miserable, angry customers and cam2cam didn't work multiple times today.


Has anyone else been getting a lot of idiots asking questions and as soon as you answer them, they just leave the room? Some dude the other day asked me if I had sound. As soon as I said yes, he bolted. I'm wondering if they can actually hear me or not sometimes, or are they just being assholes?!





I was called a fat bitch.. by one guy and another guy said OMG stop eating donuts.. and guess what? I was not even talking to them or anyone else.. I was on another window.. so that about sums up day!.. Here I am fasting for 6 weeks now, have possible skin cancer and have all these chronic illnesses trying to get well and I have to listen this 3rd grade yard bullies. Oh I was also called a fat piece of shit and who would want to spend anytime with me when they can spend time with lovely Romanian Angels.. And these guys were on 3 different sites!.. SM, Bonga and Xmodels. strange day... Rarely does anyone call me fat even though I am a size 16 right now..lol
I've noticed that the assholes always seem to come out on the weekends and holidays. Its like they don't have anything better to do than to troll. I usually just ignore them and silently kick them because what they want is attention and a reaction which I refuse to give them.
The horrendous glitchfest the last few days coupled with some minor lame BS in my personal life is just ramping up my anxiety and making it REALLY hard to focus while I'm on cam. I'm so miserable today and I feel like my shitty energy is just radiating which understandably is making them not want to talk to or fuck with me at all. It is taking massive amounts of energy to keep a fake smile pasted on and act like I give a fuck about these dudes and their boners. Just cleared my minimum lowest goal for the week, thinking about calling it a night.





So what y'all saying is.. it was a good thing I quit after only 2 hours today? I was told I have an ugly ass by one guy in a private show. Then another guy told me to vomit on my tits. Now this was after he asked in free chat. My typed response was Hell naw Im not into that nasty shit. No bitch is..uhm so why did he still take me private to ask again? I logged off after that and focused on promo. Something didn't feel right.
friday night aaaand...nothing. for 3 hours. yup. im screaming on the inside. officially the worst week ive ever had so far. im literally PRAYING that things get better for all of us next week



I usually make the most money on the weekends. Tonight I made less than $10 in just a bit over 2 hours. This week has been rough for me. I am in a bad mood because I am in pain right now. It's hard trying to cam and put on a smile when no one is talking or tipping. I banned one freeloader on MFC that has been coming to my room for the past 6 months and hasn't tipped me 1 token. He made another name very similar to the one I banned so I banned that one too. He sends me an mfc mail saying why did you ban me? I have tipped you a lot. Um no dude. You tipped me less than 100 tokens 273 days ago. I think you've overstayed your welcome. Fuck all of these cheap, entitled assholes.








I do the same thing. If they come into my room 4 times, I note that the next time ban them. Of course I mean if they haven't taken me for a pvt or show or whatever. Most just come in for 1-5 secs & leave. Even on CB, the guy is purple & they do NOT tip. They just sit there. One wanted to get a preview of my pussy. I banned him the min. he left. Light purple too.








Sorry to hear.Hugs
Just so anyone who's overweight knows, a lot of us have mold weight. We aren't overweight b/c of the food we eat (unless it's junk of course), but b/c of mold toxicity. I've been studying mold poisoning for the last few months. I knew about mold issues & some symptoms back in 2011, but I never found as much info on it as I am now. It's VERY bad.
It will get you VERY sick including cancer, thyroid issues, no energy, headaches due to dehydration (it won't matter how much water you drink.) I wrote a whole article on it with a list of symptoms.
A lot of women (some men too, but I find more women) who have mold poisoning also have Lyme disease.
Just an educational FYI as I can't do any other work due to brain issues due to mold. Even with camming my brain doesn't work right most of the time. They call it brain fog, but for me it's way more than a fog.
Be well ladies.













I need to start doing this....as far as not focusing on the negative. It's far too easy to get all up in our own heads when things are slow or we see another girl banking and we are struggling.....just gotta keep maintaining that positive mindset....something I'm definitely trying to work on.
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