thank you for that. that put a smile on my face. and that gif is so sweet :3

thank you for that. that put a smile on my face. and that gif is so sweet :3
Ugh, I've been on for almost four hours and nothing.
Nothing but whiners and freeloaders. By hour one I had zero patience for any of them and just logged off to sign on MFC.
Then I get on MFC and it's not working.
I just got on Chaturbate so I tried that out for a few minutes but was like, "Meh" I wasn't feeling it this afternoon.
I tried Streamate again and the same useless dudes.
Changed my outfit, tried to different camera angles, changed my hair, but STILL nothing! I shouldn't have taken a break yesterday, now I'm really paying for it. I figured I could just come back later, make a sandwich, run some errands, but it just pisses me off. I know they WANT to see me naked, they sure were begging hard enough, but none of them would PAY.
Ugh, this week has been terrible and it's only TUESDAY!
>_<



How many ways can I say "horrifico"?
Damn. Really bad.
It's kinda hard to be turned on when you know your internet, utilities, etc don't accept dicks as a form of payment!
~ Marina Starr
Yeah, I'm gonna cuddle under the covers and watch documentaries and cry bad.
At least my boyfriend is coming over later. I'll need some sex to relieve all this pent up anger and stress they're giving me.
Little shits.
EDIT: Actually, I take it back. I'm going to get my revenge by eating ice cream and mass spamming guys on MyGirlFund. They deserve it for all the shit custies have put me through this week.
^^^^ Marley hurry up to join the verified so you can come and vent all you like in the MGF thread and curse on whoever you like xP
I'm trying! I'm trying!
I have to remember to type more and be active.
It's just that I really enjoy reading you guys' comments and stuff![]()
you could also post in the Mgf threadI hope our group grows soon
so venting will be more fun ahahahah
You know. I believe them.
I tried to ban a dude and it wouldn't let me. Just kept clicking and clicking, nothing happened, he kept talking racist shit.
I eventually just logged off to clear the entire room.
Geez...
Bad bad bad - I just had a bit of a breakdown on Streamate tonight. I didnt let the guys see me , but I was crying. Yesterday and today I have done so many re-starts of a gold show and not reached gold ( or even close ) , that I felt so unwanted and invisible.
First time I have cried over this sh*t and hopefully the last time!!!![]()
Fu.Kin'.A!
Been sitting on here for six hours and only made $55. I knew it would be bad after a 10 day break but COME ON NOW. But, I'll try to think positive; it's more than a made last night (sad, I know) and at least it's more that minimum wage. It's going to be a loooooong night but I am NOT giving up until I reach my goal. Come on, big spenders!
ETA hours later: MGF totally just saved my ass tonight. Naked still hates me but thank goodness I've officially surpassed my goal for the night. I kind of want to keep going even though it's 4am and I am exhausted, just because I anticipate naked will be crap again tomorrow. Am I the only one who gets motivated to work the more they make and paralyzed with dread and the overwhelming desire to quit when it's slow?
Last edited by CourtneyRaine; 04-24-2013 at 03:59 AM.
Day two of being on Streamate and suddenly not getting any tips or any privates.
My time in private the last two days? Zero.
I was on for hours! What the fuck is going on!
Edit: I had to add this gif. So perfect for what I'm feeling right now.
Last edited by MarleyCat; 04-24-2013 at 04:19 AM.





Last night sucked sooooooooo bad. I feel like a damn yo yo. It was so slow and nobody was hardly in my room. I didnt stay on long cause it just didnt seem worth it. Uhggggg this is so damn depressing :-(
Yeah, I can't take it.
I got a new dildo and I will be using it for other purposes. I'll be back on SM maybe at the end of the week. Gonna concentrate on making new content instead.
This is the first time I legit want to just weep.![]()



Camming sucks because you actually have to get ON cam? WTF is that about, ugh.![]()
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Camming sucks right now because I can't GET ON CAM because I am waiting for them to work on my balcony today.
They blocked of 9 am to 7 pm.
Fuckers.
I think I've come to the realization that I can no longer support myself camming...It's just not working anymore. The occasional great days aren't enough anymore. I'm so sad right now. I've been filling out applications at retail stores, and hopefully something will come up. sigh
Im sorry to hear that MommylonglegsMy sis left camming also .Dont worry it might be a blessing in disguise.My sister has a great job now being a waitress making way more than she did camming.Hugss
I'm also really sorry to hear that, but good on you for recognizing when something is not working and taking positive steps in the right direction. You don't have to give up camming if you get a traditional job, things may just pick up after a while but think about how good it will be when you've got a steady income you can rely on every week AND be able to supplement with camming when you want to. I bet it will turn out awesome for you![]()
@bbj and CR-Thank you for the support. I think it's a combination of business being slow and me simply not enjoying camming anymore. It's to the point where I dread logging on, but I have to in order to make $. When I do find another job, I'll be quitting for good, but I do think the girls who don't "need" money (have traditional job) generally do better on cam because they're not dependent on the un-promised income camming offers.
I can say that I'm proud of myself because I wanted to prove to myself that I could make a living working from home, and I did so for 1.5 years. I just think that it's time for me to move on to the next chapter of my life. It doesn't end at retail though, seeing as I'm going to school for culinary arts, so I'll be fine. (And I'm still young, 24)
My hat goes off to the girls who will still be camming at 80 in their wheelchairs![]()
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