Me too. I am super introvert, awkward, shy and not social at all.
I cammed for a couple of months on MFC and my cam score dropped as far as 380. Lol.
I am one of those rare women who is NOT FIT for this job whatsoever.
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Wow... I just had the most bizarre cam session on CMD. This guy wanted me to "watch porn" with him, and then proceeded to send me all kinds of links to girls being abused, having their mouths pissed in, etc. Talked about how he does this to women in real life. He even wanted me to log in to his account and watch something... gave me his username and password.
Ugh... I feel sick.





Never click any links they send you, could be kids or animals or any kind of sick stuff, plus they could be giving you a trojan or virus. You don't want illegal stuff in your browser history!
I won't even watch porn on their screen, don't want to risk it. I just flat-out refuse.





Same here! I absolutely suck at 'showing personality'. To be honest what I am usually doing is slobbing about in casual clothes, with no makeup on, watching my fave shows or indulging in a hobby. I do NOT want to share my actual hobbies or talk about my face shows etc with these guys as that's too much of 'me' I'm giving away.. plus it's boring as hell! I've been thinking about this a lot the last few days as I'm trying to start a social media following. If anyone figures out the answer to seeming less boring, but not actually showing your 'real' personality, do tell
And yeah.. it's not you hun xx
Yeah me too! it seems the most successful cam girls are so because of personality. I am boring as hell too. Thats why I quit social media, I live a too boring life to be successful on social media. Had twitter for more than a year and never made more than 500$ from it. I just have like -nothing- to say or show or do. I have no interests that the camming community likes too (the guys) like some girls have, for example sports or weed or something like that. I like yoga, beauty,makeup,fashion, serial killers and conspiracy theories so I am a pretty nutjob if you would describe me.
Quitting camming social media is the best thing I have ever done for my sanity. It is so draining to pretend somebody you're not. The only social I have is a very locked down personal Facebook that I use to see what my personal friends are up to and share the pictures I post on my dogs' Instagram.


I don't want to cam for a long time right now.
I was doing so great last week. I hop on cam and people are telling me I am pretending to be black. I really don't get this logic at all... Its probably because I listen to chopped and screwed for like 5 minutes of my life and because I smoke on the shows occasionally but I am really sick and tired of people saying this. Look at woahvicky that is a white woman who is pretending to be black. These men need to get a grip on reality, cannabis is legal and decriminalized in many states already. it does not make you pretending to be black to smoke weed. rap music is 24/7 on the radio. Like.. GET A GRIP LOL
Also there was some random dude calling me white trash. for no reason.
Im from NY, everyone says yo and whats up. These people need to chill.
I literally feel like I can't have the party vibe on my stream anymore without all these men coming at my throat. GRRRRR lol




I know there are some light drugs and just that...
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Monday and Tuesday were great.....then today came along and shat all over that....today sucked. Made $8. I sure hope the rest of the week goes back to normal, cause i cant afford too many crappy days in one week.....





No, it's really not you. I can immediately think of two former MFC regulars who I thought would ALWAYS be around to support me as long as I was camming. They were so good to me, so I never imagined that they'd move on...but they did. Guy #1 eventually decided to stop visiting cam sites, because he felt guilty and said he wasn't being a good Christian. Guy #2 suddenly stopped visiting/supporting me after I told him in an e-mail that I'm not comfortable with him capping cam girls, and then sending me the video (WTF). I guess he thought I was gonna have his back on that, but I didn't. That person has now moved on to other models, and I see his screen name sometimes in cam models' "High Tippers" list. That shit fucking stings. But it also really sucks to rely on one specific person to make your daily goal in camming.
But sometimes I do wonder how many of these former regulars still DO watch us - to this day - in guest mode.
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I finally made up my mind, I am gonna give up camming and move abroad with my boyfriend.
I know I am gonna get sooo much backlash for this . but I cant wait until I quit camming. I wish I have never done it, it has screwed up my view of the world in general too much. My skin is not thick enough to deal with the constant abuse. I have been abused for years and years and now I am getting abused for 500-1000 bucks/week. I feel so dirty and wrong and that feeling is starting to get even stronger every time I cam. If I am in this industry for one more year I am afraid its gonna be my death.





I honestly don't blame you... tbh .. I have been in abusive relationships and my life was better than being a single mom and camming 6-7 days a week for 15 yrs to only pretty much make ends meet and be abused by cam customers, cam sites, your friends, dating guys.. .. with maybe a lil extra to go out to dinner... no life outside the 4 walls.. I don't blame you one bit. And sometimes I do feel dead inside.. I am not part of the outside world at all.. I dunno what is going on in the world half the time.. I am not living.. I am only existing to pay bills and to live just for the sake of living.. I hope I can phase camming out over the next 5 yrs , which will put me at about 20 yrs if that's how long it takes me to never log on again...lol...
All I did was trade one abuser for another.. my life didn't get better over the last 17 yrs in any aspect at all.





I've been feeling similarly about sex work, lately. When it's good, it's good... but when it's bad, it's HORRIBLE. I think a lot of us can relate to that feeling.




I'm sorry you feel so down about the job. If you have the option not to subject yourself to something that makes you feel so awful, it's absolutely the right decision. If camming isn't for you, it absolutely doesn't say anything bad about you; we're all suited for different jobs. Hope you find something that builds you up instead of bringing you down.



I really hope you can stick with your decision. I know so many models who just want to do something else and they just return to the idea of camming. Including myself. Its so hard to quick. I think its harder to quit then to stay doing it. I read hyori said she was quitting too. I hope she does. Its inspiring to see others can quit. Ive been at this for 10 years. I know how hard it is to quit.





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