I’m doing terrible on cam. Yesterday $13 and today $5. I can’t stay logged on SM when it’s this dead.



I’m doing terrible on cam. Yesterday $13 and today $5. I can’t stay logged on SM when it’s this dead.










Need to do 2 more hours but I just can't... why sit online for 2 hours for nobody?





we do it cuz they might be the best hours of our life...lol... but when it's not, I am so pissed off I wasted the last 2 hours.. haha.. I swear sometimes I think I am such a dumb fuck for sitting on cam sites for hours and hours a day and some are just completely worthless..




Or maybe we're masochistic.
I wanted to try night shift again (my night, US late afternoon and evening). It was so bad that after three hours and $4 I was like...ok, I'm just going to stay on just to see how many hours can one go without a show. Wasted a night of good sleep and a day, coz today I can't do shit as I am dead tired, for two shows. So yeah...masochistic. Maybe I should switch categories, from dominant to submissive coz I seem to be pretty good at it, lol.





I don't understand man logic.. bitching and being angry about not getting privates and then all of a sudden you got these angry lil men coming along to pay $9 a minute to put you in your place.. what kind of logic are they.. oh yes punish me.. take me to pvt spend your money...lol.. Happens like every single time.. I don't give a fuck that they are angry lil women haters..





I really thought this week was going to be good.. usually for me after the 1st it is good.. and I had a terrible weekend on cam.. I pray Sunday is amazing! I am so depressed I am not eating dinner .. I need to lose weight anyways.. being overweight it is so much harder to make money... it's just extra torture to be on cam.
( I'll tell you something else about weight related camming.. at one point of camming I was literally anorexic.. I was skin and bones and no muscle .. completely emaciated... I weighed 108 and 5ft 6in and wearing a size 0... I NEVER had trouble getting shows at all.. no one ever cared.. now I am a size 16 and I struggle so hard to get shows and still I make $10 an hour less than I used to... ) .. so I don't think thick is in ... I have been every weight up to 197 on cam .
Last edited by anonymous camgirl; 08-04-2019 at 10:17 AM.


Didn't even make half of my modest $70 goal today, but let's hope the cam gods bless us all tomorrow. I *might* go on after 10pm if I'm in the mood/mindset.
~ "Well, actually..." doesn't pay my bills bb ~
it s a short day for me today, I ll be done by 3 time....Last sunday was actually really good, I made a lot more in like 4 hrs than what I made during the week on my 8 hrs x day shifts....
u never know...
Friday and yesterday were depressing...
Melanie
[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]




Ugh I feel you. I've gained 20 pounds and cant seem to lose it no matter what I eat, do, whatever. Sigh. So I try so hard to move on cam in a way that would hide it and mimic a flat tummy. Some guys catch it though. Luckily they like my "tummy" but I sure as hell dont and it would be so much easier if it wasnt there.





In 2017 I ended up at 187.... I have been on many fasts and diets since then.. guess how much I weigh today? 187..... I have been on weight watchers since March and I lost 3 pounds.. partly my fault.. but I have been tracking everyday... This has been my best week yet on weight watchers.. 5 blue dots staying within my points... And I just started going to the gym.. only once a week so far.. I don't want to crash into some fatigue issue because of my disease.. Trying to work up to 2 days a week now.



Normally beginning of the month is good for me, but this weekend is being atrocious. If it wasn't for indie and good regs I'd be dead. I mean I am anyway, cause there's no way I can make up for the money I didn't make cause of July holidays. This isn't the right time for it to suck balls, dammit =(




Usually Sunday is my best day, but about double, but man today is slow as fuuuuuuck. Just dragging on so goddamn slow....lots of traffic on SM, but none of them talking or staying....indys quiet....only halfway to low goal and ive been on all morning....im so ready for fall when its really starting to get busy again...





Who has made it through their entire shift today? Almost done with these 8 hours.. it has gotten better the last hour .. FML... 20 mins left..




Streamate is utterly empty for me. I've made like $4 in two hours. Thank god for indie.





I fucked myself by getting on cam so damn late. Money was made but I cut the possibilities off at the knees. Camming didn't suck ass this time, I did.
Last edited by NitaBaby; 08-04-2019 at 09:24 PM.
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Me! I normally do about 6 hours but I stayed on 8 hours and half! Yeah, that's what it took to make my sunday goal and a bit over. First 4 hours were quite depressing, I wanted to quit. But hey, at least I made my goal coz for the last 3-4 sundays, I didn't! Judging by the time you posted it seems that we worked the same shift.





Yesterday was abysmal.
8 hours online, and I only made 1/2 of low goal!
I seriously wanted to cry.
I honestly don't get it.
Tons of traffic, yet no spenders.
It's the guys who 'taunt' that piss me off the most.
"Do you have a strap on?"
"Yes".
He leaves.
"Pantyhose?"
"Yes."
Leaves.
" Look at those bj lips. Bet you're great at blowjobs. Will you give me one?"
"Yes."
Leaves.
And all the "Show me...(ass, tits,feet), and I'll take you for a show" guys.
Are these men THAT cruel?
It's like being thirsty. So, you stop at 7/11 to get a Coke.
When you get inside, you ask the clerk for a free one. A sample.
Or, can he just let you stand there all day and look at a can of coke?
'









I hear you loud and clear. Those type of interactions really get to me. Carmen has called them "baiters" and I say mindfuck. I literally had a 7 hr shift where the last 6 hrs were full of mind games. I was seriously pissed off. I don't usually get so upset, but fuck...you can only take so much bullshit before you wanna scream and hit something.
Sha




Echoing all the sentiments above.....yesterday STARTED out okay, but fuck....a ton of traffic on SM but it was all dudes just parking in my room not talking, or if they did talk they just made it look like they wanted to play and then 'poof'. I ended up making half my LOW GOAL, on what is historically my best day of the week by far. Idk what has happened to the quality of SM traffic, but id rather have little to no traffic but it be quality, than dealing with these broke assholes nonstop all day.
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