





Oh God. I logged on thinking it would be a good night. Could only be on for about 40 minutes. 200 guys and nobody tipping? NOT EVEN TALKING?! What the hell? Plus I started dancing, talking, trying to liven up the room and this guy that was pm'ing me says "Oh there's nothing to watch on TV, how sucky". FUCK YOU.
Plus this guy always PMs me asking all sorts of personal questions and I tell him, you know, take me private for that. I'm not gonna tell you the story of my life for free. Then he asks to see what I'm wearing. I tell him to tip and see for himself. So then he tips like one token what the fuck I'm so angry



Grr, I'm so tired of camming from my desktop(because I don't want to haul it from room to room when my husband wants to go to bed but I want/need to cam) that I tried my netbook and I don't know if I didn't get anyone in my room on MFC because of my feed sucking or because it was dead. Trying again in 20 min. No matter what, I so need to make/save more money so I can get a non sucky laptop because moving a full size desktop/monitor more than every great once in a very long while sucks ass.



Camming sucks because over the weekend I went from making $30-50 on SM to just above minimum wage. At least that is something but it's truly disheartening.![]()





^^^Don't feel bad Thymian. Sundays are usually stellar for me, but I was on for 6 hours, and made $35! I had lots of traffic, but even my regulars were being jerks.
^^ Hey RaeRae. I had that problem too. I had to haul my moms desktop to my room every time I wanted to cam. I got so tired of it and also her computer isn't the best for camming. I had a friend help me with getting a really nice laptop from rent-a-center. He put his name on it with me because of my income. I know that it is going to be more expensive in the long run but I had no other choice. If you have the money to pay it off 90 days it will be cheaper. I pay $40 a week for it. I always make enough for the payment and have a bf who will help pay it for me if I really need it. If for some reason you can't keep it or don't like it, you can always take it back and not pay the rest of it off.
I know some people would rather not do it that way but it works for me.
Good luck!



i wish everyday was consistent
i've had no motivation to go on cam lately
I decided I can't take a break longer than a week from SM, so tomorrow I'd have to go on cam again, finally, even though I honestly and seriously don't feel like it.
I just know that if I continue like that, it will drag on and on and on, and eventually I'd get my account deleted, which is NOT what I want.
I'm really stressed. It's difficult after taking a 3-day break, so over a week... wow.
Gonna pray to the Cam Goddess all night that it will not suck.
I'm gonna log in tomorrow and I'm gonna smile, no matter what.



Hmm, I'll talk to my husband about that then and see if he'd be willing to do that with me. If not, I may talk to my younger brother about him lending me the money, and I pay for part or all of his cellphone bill a month or something because I'd rather owe it to him instead of a credit card company. Thanks!
[QUOTE=RaeRae;2518373]Hmm, I'll talk to my husband about that then and see if he'd be willing to do that with me. If not, I may talk to my younger brother about him lending me the money, and I pay for part or all of his cellphone bill a month or something because I'd rather owe it to him instead of a credit card company. Thanks


Ugh, tomorrow had better turn out well after the shit of tonight. I don't know if I gave off the wrong vibe or what or just a very slow night on MFC. I focused on it because of the pay period not being over yet, and I only made 12.50 in like 3 hours after having to reboot etc beforehand and change the usb port that the camera plugged into because my feed wouldn't stop blinking. Once I started, it went fine the first half hour, but then it died partially because of a few people lagging or their feed was blacking out. It made me crazy knowing that one guy had 800 tokens that was watching me, but wouldn't even say hi or even a small tip. Grr. I however didn't want to cam tonight because of how I was feeling so I think I jinxed it. LOL. My new couch arrives tomorrow though, so I should be in a great fucking mood. Plus 12.50 is better than nothing at all. It will at least cover the new nail polish I bought.



I hope so, and no, Essie's Play Date. In the bottle it is almost a tame lavender, but the swatch I just did (and soon will be painting my fingers and toes with :-P) has the perfect touch of brightness and flamboyance. Not that I don't like OPI, but I can't find my favorite polish of theirs anymore, and I'm afraid to look and see if they've discontinued it.




I made $69 in 3 1/2 hours tonight. Of course, this happens the week I need the money the most- right when rent's dueAt least I had a few good days earlier this week, but it looks like I'll be marathoning on Friday and Saturday.









I just came back from a week off and so far the past two nights on SM have suckedHoping for a better tomorrow. It's making me want to take another week off.
^ Yeah, eventually I didn't log in yesterday. I don't know what is it that I'm so afraid of, but I can't seem to get over it.
I wish. I'm dragging it on and on. I sent Liz an email asking if there's a possibility to freeze my account, so that I won't lose my ratings and placement (which is relatively decent by now) by the time I decide to get back on track, and got a reply (who's Daniel, btw?) that it's impossible to do because the system is all automated. I dunno.



Has anyone ever logged on for ten minutes and randomly got pissed off because you were on?
That's my feelings for today.
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