I'll be brief because I'm sure there are some out there who can understand my position.
I didn't start doing adult work or camming because I wanted to, but because it was a solution for some form of income having a disability.
I had been fired from multiple jobs due to having to rest, call out, or poor performance. Things weren't working.
To clarify I have a severe pain disorder resulting in vertigo with cognitive disturbance. I am hurting 24/7 and doing anything active makes me dizzy and in pain.
I don't know how I found a cam site and what happened to get me there but I started camming in July 2010 on a bbw niche site.
Setting my own hours and working when I felt like I could work was a great solution however my goal and what I want to do with my life is graphic design.
Slowly I've been trying to get out of camming and into website development for adult sites. With few leads it's been difficult but I am doing lots of affordable work to help with my portfolio.
In the meantime I still cam and prefer making custom content and videos. I've lost weight since camming and no longer really fit in the BBW niche.
I am hoping to make connections, to network, and to eventually showcase my design and artistic talents and how that can change the way porn is presented.
I am very fetish related, have a huge Domme side but still do 'vanilla' type shows. Only this year have I started working on my solo site and hope that 2012 is the year I get noticed for the huge spectrum of work that I do. But this is me taking it one step at a time...
-Lola
I tried posting that I do graphics and web development but it never posted. Any clues about that?



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