Tonight is my first night ever on cam. I start at 9pm EST. As of right now it is 8:25PM. I am a combination of emotions, but mainly excited and a little nervous. You see, this is the time when I take an empty handed leap of faith into the void in hopes to make some decent money as a camgirl with SM.
Now I know I probably won't make thousands in my first night. I need something to make me a believer though. For in the past, when I saw ads for camgirls who could make up to X thousands per week, I must admit, I scoffed at the idea. But now I am here to try it for myself. I must say I have come a long way.
You see what finally got me to try this (besides coming to this forum) is that I have been essentially unemployed since August 2010, when I lost my temp job at staples because I couldn't find a babysitter. Before that I had been unemployed since April 2009 and pregnant from December 2008 to July 2009. In that time frame after July 2009, I had tried to find a job, but the lack of a babysitter always seemed to get in the way. The jobs that were available would have left me with the old catch 22 of "working just to pay for daycare", which I refused to do because had I done so, it still wouldn't have gotten me to my goal of my own place to live. Because you see, I had been living at my father's house since May 2009 when my then (now ex) boyfriend of 4 years and 7 months decided he didn't love me anymore.
So here I am...at a pivotal moment in my life. I am about to start my first show, and go by "trial and error", (or what I like to call "Just Wing It!") and see exactly what my earnings will be. For the Record, my Per Minute Rate (after reading Friday's Thread) is $3.99 Private and $4.99 Exclusive.
Let's see how many Quality Customers I can get on my first Night...
I will let everyone here know how it went tomorrow....
Wish Me Luck...



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First night is the hardest...Ive been doing this for years, and I still get jitters and wonder how my shift is going to go after Im off a break... But just remember, it all doesnt happen at once...you just have to stay realistic, and keep working on it...and good things will happen


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