So I'm on my fourth week in my return from dancing... so far I've been doing really well. Before I had only danced about 2 months and I really didn't have confidence, nor did I know what I was doing. The start of this week though I feel like I've transported myself back to before. I just look at the guys and I figure none of them want to spend money on me.... meanwhile the other girls are getting them to drop hundreds of dollars. There are some very good top earners at my club who are on top of their game and they are starting to intimidate me. Last night I came home with $30.... last tuesday i made $700. I don't know what my problem is. I sit down with guys and i don't know what to say and i feel silly asking them for dances. I've been reading hustle hut up and down, but a lot of times I have trouble figuring out when to ask for dances. I know I don't give off a flirty, sexy vibe, which makes it awkward when i ask for a dance. I think I'm also pmsing really bad, which might have something to do with it. Add on stress to move out of my parents' place with working long hours, and i think that could be the reason for my weirdness. I just feel defeated and pathetic today, and I'm dreading to go back to work again on Thursday. Anyone ever deal with this? How did you get your confident sexy self back?



Reply With Quote


Bookmarks