so for a bit of backstory, 2yrs ago i moved out for the first time with my best friend and it was amazing i loved living with her for 6 months [but our landlord was a dickhead so we had to split and she ended up moving in with her bf afterwards.] , i was dancing, she would bring home awesome friends who knew how to party AND keep quiet and we basically did whatever we fuckin pleased whenever we wanted.
and when it was over i was soo keen to move out again. so much i didnt really care that i didnt know the next girl who was an acquintance very well but moved in a month later anyway which ended up being the worst 6 months of my life and i was completely destroyed emotionally, mentally, everything. [more on that here http://www.stripperweb.com/forum/sho...mate-is-a-c*nt ]
so since then i hightailed it back home and i have been living here for a year. so i recently quit university to establish a fashion label with a close friend. obviously we been talking about moving in together at some point coz we bounce great ideas off each other, get heaps of work done. we stay over at each others houses a lot and shes a dancer too so we suit each other and have similar habits and personalities. the problem is i was looking at houses for us today online and i just got this feeling of being completely terrified of living out of home again. i love my mum, get along with her great, live in a big clean house near the beach with my brothers, always food ready etc.
but i feel like now im 22, finished school and setting up my own business i should have nothing to worry about. theres 5-6 clubs i can work at, pretty much make average money with occasional great and shit nights.... but i keep thinking about housemate number two and always coming to my mums crying and all kinds of distressed and broke [though i was doing fulltime study at the time]. plus my brother is 16 i really should let him have his own room and i should be an adult and not be a shut in loser who lives in their parents basement till 40 and sits on facebook all day.
heeelp how do i get over this??




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(even if it is only just to raid the fridge lol jks). Plus, you can ALWAYS stay with your family if you ever want or need to, or if things don't go as planned. At the end of the day, you are making a very important and positive choice for your future.You are moving on to the next exciting chapter of your life, and it helps to look at moving out as another step towards your future goals

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