hi guys,
i know i havent posted much on this board, but i need support from some fellow girls! my boyfriend who i had been living with for 3 years up and left me last week with no warning. we had the perfect relationship, or so i thought, but his heart just wasnt in it anymore. i have no friends or family and it is so difficult going through this alone.
im so angry at myself because i had become so dependent on the relationship. i quit stripping for him (the only job that i have ever enjoyed) and gained 40lb. now i have no source of income, and no backup while i lose the weight i gained while i was with him.
i know in a couple of months it will be okay - im sure there is someone out there that will love me again, im just disappointed that i couldnt see it coming. and upset that i let myself get to a weight that i am not happy with.
is there anyone that has gone / is going through the same thing?



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