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    Default I just need to let this out *life*

    Hi im a webcam girl living in Ireland, just feeling down lately and I think I have a right to be down . Im living at home with my mother and my two sisters and 1 brother . I was living in london with my bf and my mother made me feel guilty by ket asking me to come home im 21 anyways btw. Im home the last 3 months and feeling so useless my mother keeps threatening to throw me out , shes unmentally stable and very cruel , Im mixed race and so is my 2 other sisters I come from a family of 5, so my mam always has called us cruel racist names regarding the asian race u u name it shes said it, since i can remember while my two other brother and sister aged 11 and 7 who are fully white in her eyes just get called names also fat,handicap,retarded etc... and our fathers play no part in this they are wasters btw

    I try escape by webcamming but shes found out what i do so this adds to more name calling whore slut... then she's gone and got the internet cut out so i went and got my own little internet dongle that u just plug into the usb so now shes gone and taken the laptop away and my modem which i pay for , I can never make enough hours online because she roars and screams constantly small house. I feel very down and depressed over this , I dont even feel like camming i feel like a child all over again.

    I cant move in with my bf as his mother isnt the best either, and friends i cant even trust them i ve been betrayed by them so much . I now have to move out in 3 weeks time or she says i can move into a homeless shelter, and i have to pay off her old internet bill of 250 that she says i ran up .so thats about 1000-1200 euro needed in three weeks time and I really don't know if im that popular of a cam model to make that , otherwise im in trouble. shes nice sometimes just very crude and well kinda selfish always talking about suicide and stuff all day long ''her mother and brother committed suicide in the last 4 years ''. I understand shes depressed /bipolar but i hate that she hates us deep down and says it daily . I feel so bad writing this i just want i dunno help and advice on how to fix my life and my families

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    Default Re: I just need to let this out *life*

    Get the laptop and get out of there. Is there a youth hostel or something nearby where you can work for a room for a couple of days?

    I'd honestly rather be homeless. All you need is a motel for a few days, or a place to cam that's private enough (not that I'd do a toy show in public, but little flashes here or there.)

    Do you have a craigslist where you can find someone who's trying to rent a room for cheap and ask them if you can get them money in a couple of days due to an abusive situation?
    Can you work at a strip club?

    Also, since she has children under the age of 18 there, can you report her to Child Protective Services?
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    Default Re: I just need to let this out *life*

    Sorry your going through all this, Sounds tough but if i were you I'd find somewhere to dance Although i'm not sure if you've ever danced but it's the best way to get out of a hole quick! Then u can pay ur mom back and get enough money set aside to get ur own place and start camming again. Whenever i used to have family issues or Ex bf issues and needed to get on my feet dancing was always there and im happy for that. It may not be your solution or not ideal but it's a thought. And the money will be Instantaneous, If you can Hustle and need the money bad enough. Good Luck! : ) Keep ur head up

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