This a streamlined version of what I posted in the blue section, I posted here to try and get some insight into what the poor Service Provider is going through, and how I can clear my consince, providing I am able to go back to the club, without getting my head bashed in from a bouncer. And for input on what kind of testing that I should get.
So last night I went to my favorite club.......found a girl...... Before the song she asked me if I wanted just contact, and what position, and if I only wanted contact she wouldn't do her normal routine. I told her that just contact was fine, and reverse butt or "Cow Girl" frontal was fine, whichever she was more comfortable with.
I was sitting in the couch...... She asked me to keep my legs together and not to spread them, the button on my jeans were undone from my previous dancer who unbuttoned them. She.... got on top of me "Cow Girl" .......after a few minutes the zipper on my unbuttoned jeans accidentally opened all the way......She moved a little lower, at that point and caused my dick to pop out of my trousers, I wasn't concerned because she was so low, and that there was lots of trousers between us still. But then she moved up again, and my uncovered dick slid between her lips. I didn't realize that had happened I was to involved..... I only realized something had gone array when I heard wet slapping noises... A few seconds after that she got up to change positions, and realized my dick was out. She stopped and said "You almost got me in trouble, I'm not on the pill, you wouldn't want to get a Stripper pregnant would you?" And asked me to put "it" away, I did, and pulled my shirt over my lap. She finished the dance out reverse butt with a lot less contact, and told me I was getting less contact now.
After the dance she looked at me and said "You shouldn't have done that, are you clean?" I told her I was very sorry, and didn't mean for that to happen, that I was clean, and a Virgin. I don't know why I said I was a virgin, I'm not only because I had protected sex with an escort. But it is the truth about me being clean, at lest I should be clean, I have never had unprotected vaginal contact before. I have had a brief mouth to genital contact, but that's it. Anyway she asked how old I was, and asked me over and over if I was clean, told me not to lie to her, to just tell her the truth. She told me that she should report me to the manager, I again told her how sorry I was, and asked her if she was clean, she said yes..but how do I know that? She told me to wear track pants next time, so I didn't have to unbutton my jeans.
So I didn't think she was going to tell the manager. she left me and walked towards the other customers. I left and went to my truck to get a peace of paper and wrote my name, and email, and cell number on it. My plan was to go back and apologize again, and give that to her, and tell her to email me with any other concerns, and ask her if she wanted me to get tested, or pay for her to get tested. As I truly didn't mean for this to happen, and felt really bad about it. Unfortunately when I returned she looked at me said nothing, and went straight to a bouncer (before I could giver her the card, or even say anything to her). He walked over to me and said buddy you need to LEAVE NOW!
So this really sucks not only am I now afraid to ever go back to my favorite club, but my concisence is heavy as well, I violated her, and a part of me feels like I raped her.. I know it isn't all my fault, but I still feel horrible about it, and wonder what that poor girl is going through. But worst of all I am worried sick that I may have contacted some kind of STD! I am hoping that she was telling the truth about being clean, especially because she was so pissed at me, and asked me over and, over if I was clean. I only had contact with her lips, not full Vaginal insertion and for less then 2 minutes. I didn't cum, so don't know why she said she wasn't on the pill, she isn't getting going to get pregnant from a short exposure that's for sure. So what are my chances of contacting a STD, with this kind of exposure? I am scared shit less! I honestly didn't mean for this to happen! How to I make it right with the girl so I can clear my consince?
Please don't burn me.. I know I screwed up here I legitimately feel horrible, so know need to tell me what an A hole I am I know that already! Is there anything that I can do to make this bad situation better. Also don't freak me out more then I already am by telling me I am going to die of a horrible disease. Just tell me what the worst risks are, and how to get treated for them. Should I start PEP? I tried to get to a Clinc today (Sunday) but they were closed, I hope tomorrow isn't to late. I'm going to the Clinc first thing tomorrow. What do I ask them to prescribe to me, or test?










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