im not afraid to admit (in my eyes) ive never been pretty. probably because of things that ive been thru in my life, certain things that have happened that have molded my mind, and convinced me to think this way. i have always struggled with my weight also. im not fat but im not where i wanna be. i just wanna be comfortable with myself, and know who i am without letting others comments and judgements effect me.
and plzzzzz dont think that im getting into this business to fell better about myself, thats damn sure not it.
i just want to know how do you feel and project sexy? how do i become comfortable with myself?
low self esteem is reeeeaaaally annoying! its just really hard when youve had all these harsh words in your ears since you were young, bullying takes a toll, and things that have really scarred you. im just tired of that being the catalyst in the way i think.
ive been thinking like this,and feeling like this or so long its so hard to break.
i wanna be beautiful, and mostly feel it and know it. im also tired of just being a fat ass and small waist to guys. im tired of being judged just by my body. its just sad that i feel like ive never been looked in my face, just body scanned.
help!!!



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(I started as a fin domme)
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