Hi all I have a question or I guess I need some advice. I am 21 almost 22 and im at a crossroads and need some advice. I was in a very abusive relationship and had bad family life and no real friends for years That a As a result I desperately started a “relationship” over the summer with an older man who was 42. The age didnt matter and I had actually known him since I was 15. Nothing ever happened then…. it was always innocent and he was always nice to me. He is very wealthy and powerful. I went to a different city to where he was to work and we ended up having sex…. its gone on until now. Problem is he is married AND he has a child. I know really bad right? I knew it from the beginning but he was never upfront about it. I feel like he really does care about me and he tells me he loves me but maybe I am delusional and just a desperate sad girl looking for love? :/
Where I am from, is a place where he has a house so it is hard for me to not see him. I haven’t seen him for a couple months but When we were seeing each other he would give me money and he told he would always take care of me. He’d mention him divorcing and not wanting to be with his wife.:/ don’t believe that but I guess now I feel guilt and don’t know if I should cut him out of my life completely or what.
I know the answer seems obvious but it is harder when you are in it. I am really emotionally attached to him. Financially I have close to nothing and have not finished school yet. I am not a dumb girl just a broken one and I guess I need advice. Should I move somewhere completely different and dance? Finish school. I don’t need to be ripped apart just Any advice or comments I don’t have anyone to talk to about this that isn't extremely judgmental and would probably freak out if I talked about this.



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