After 4 years in the biz, i finally did what i swore that i would never do. Ive been fuckin and suckin in the champagne room.
I'll explain further here because I can't tell anyone I know. I swear I will take this to my grave because no one can know that I went back on every promise I ever made to myself, my family and my friends.
I deplore extras girls!"Take that shit out of the club!" "We're a fantasy, not the real thing!" "These bitches make it harder for the rest of us!" Yet here I stand.
I started doing this for several reasons.
1. Im a little heavier than I'd like, and too intimidated to apply at an upscale club. Therefore I work in a club outside of the city that while nice, is known for being a whorehouse.
2. It's a full contact, full nude, full liqour club. Boob grabbing and heavy grinding come standard with the $30 dance.
3. We have around 25 girls on a saturday night, and most of them arent that attractive. Our customer base is mostly local young guys who come to buy a few dances and drink beer.
We get the occasional baller. The girls who are attractive mostly spend their nights in the CR because the floor guys hook them up with customers. The floor guys are basically
pimps. They only hook u up if they know you give extras.And they take 20% of the room $.
4.I just moved to a city on my own, no family, no day job (im in school). and no way to eat or pay rent if i dont make money at this club. Its very stressful knowing that i have no safety net and im on my own.
5. Ive been poor all my life. I moved to the big city so I could lead a glamorous lifestyle and get all the things I never had like groceries that were bought with cash not food stamps.
6. Our house fees are stupid high. They end up taking more than half of everything u make. 200-300 was my average take home with lots of 0 nights sprinkled in. its hard to sell dances in a whorehouse.
7. Since I started doin wht i do in the back ive walked with 500 to 1200 a night.
I charge 500 plus the cost of the room. (175 for 15, 300 for 30 min. I get 120 or 170). I have let 2 guys get away with giving me 300 plus the room because thats all they had and i had already spent alot of time talking to themI didnt feel good about selling my pussy for that cheap. I wont do it again.(but who am i to say what i wont do? I said I wouldnt turn into a prostitute too..)
The first time i crossed my boundaries a few months ago, was when this really drunk guy came in after winning at the casino.
He bought dances, then said yes to the CR, he said he wanted to eat my pussy. I jokingly told him it'd be $500. He paid it.
Since it was a cash tip, the club didnt know about it, and i didnt have to fork over half of it.
It was all mine.
Plus at the end of the night, the club gave me the 170 for the room. (which i did have to tip out on.)
Thats when i realized the only way to make real money at this club was to make money they dont know about...
The first time I fucked was the next day.
I hadnt even made enough for my 200 flat rate and was gonna go home empty handed ( I have a 3 hour one way communt on trains and buses, and often miss class or homework in order to go to work. Im usually exhausted. To talk to guys all night, show my tits, get naked for dances, and have my knees and back in pain from stage, then have a 3 hour ride home with nothing is soul crushing.)
Anyway, this guy wouldnt get a dance because he said he wanted more.
I had a few drinks and i dont know wht came over me but i said lets do it.
in all of 4 years i had always said no, but in one sweeping moment all my morals came crashing down.
In the room i got naked, he put on a condom, and i sat down on it and grinded just like i was giving a normal lapdance.
his dick was small.
it didnt feel any different from giving regular lapdance. i was shocked at how something i had been adamantly avoiding for so long felt exactly the same as something i do millions of times every night.
5 seconds later he was done, we hugged and i walked with 500 that night, when i had been crying earlier because i thought i was going home with nothing.
Ever since then pussy has been on the menu.
its been all tourists, guys just passing through.
no local wants to pay 700+ for cooch. So im like a novelty they can regret when they get home.
Even though all the guys have came (yes, i use condoms, even for oral), i feel like he's dissapointed at the end.
It's like after they come they realize the ridiculous amount of money they just spent.
I feel guilty like I'm not a good enough time.
But then i realize that i just let an old fat white guy put his dick in me.
so i deserve to be compensated. sorry if it wasnt worth it to u...
regardless, i am officially a prostitute.
I realized that maybe i should look into escorting, but i checked it out and the prices are just too low to risk my safety like that.
At the club i can always run out the room and be surrounded by a bunch of huge floor guys within 5 seconds.
Also because my club is so dirty, im not hurting anyone elses money. 99% of the girls there do extras. And most of them charge alot less than i do...some do it for the price of the room...
Maybe i should try to work at a nicer club where i can make good money without sex. im liking this money right now though and im scared to leave it.
Sorry for the ramble, i just had to tell someone.
Thanks for listening, and I'm sorry for contributing to the decline of our industry.



I didnt feel good about selling my pussy for that cheap. I wont do it again.(but who am i to say what i wont do? I said I wouldnt turn into a prostitute too..)










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