Popped up from a strange dream a bit ago.. Woke up kinda freaked but now sort of laughing at myself, kinda...
Bear with me lol So for some reason Im standing in front of a family that are all yelling at me to leave, and all I can gather is that someone in the fam was killed because of me somehow? And Im there trying to apologize and Im upset too that the person has passed, but they want nothing to do with me...and I get a kind of vibe that I thought of them as family and was really upset.
Next thing I know, Im in a bar (I dont drink my sorrows away so you know lol) and these two girls approach me and ask me if Im (my escort name) we get to talking and decide to go hang out somewhere else. We're all going in our separate cars, and theres a police trap and they are searching peoples cars. I start to freak out, I have several boxes of condoms, lube bottles, all sorts of lingerie all over my car (my car isnt like that at all!) plus several phones for some reason, and Im thinking, oh great this is how I get busted?! The officer gets to my car, just pushes everything out of the way looking for something and tells me Im free to go.
I tell the girls Im not really in the mood to go out anymore and as they are leaving, my ex husband walks up to me all surprised to see me..we get to talking and go out somewhere. This leads to that, and we end up in bed together...and hes huge! I mean, way huger than I remember! We wake up together, go to lunch, and he tells me...so I know what it is you do. And I panic but try to play it off, asking him what he means...and he says, you know what I mean, I dont want to have to say it...its cool though, Im totally cool with it. Im not even sure if we're thinking the same thing, and then he says to me while I was sleeping, he was up looking at my website and pictures, and he likes it a lot. I find his whole reaction very strange, and I excuse myself from lunch...and run into my ex boyfriend.
Right there on the sidewalk, he starts screaming at me that he found out what I do, and he cant believe it, and that Im better than that, if I needed money I could have just asked him, but theres no way he wants to talk to me or be seen around me now because all his friends know what I do too and its humiliating. Im sort of speechless, and embarressed cause people are stopping and staring at us... and then that family from the beginning of my dream walk up and start screaming at me too.
...and now Im wide awake and watching law and order lol *sigh*



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Yeah, Im not on anything at all and truly have no idea where its all coming from cause its been a really long time since Ive had a wacky dream like that. Usually mine are so boring, like going to lunch with a friend or standing in CVS trying to decide which shampoo to buy. My dreams are so mundane
On the surface, I dont have any regrets and Im totally fine with what I do...but who knows, maybe on some deeper level its really affecting me. This was my first escorting dream...
Oh well. 

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