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    Popped up from a strange dream a bit ago.. Woke up kinda freaked but now sort of laughing at myself, kinda...

    Bear with me lol So for some reason Im standing in front of a family that are all yelling at me to leave, and all I can gather is that someone in the fam was killed because of me somehow? And Im there trying to apologize and Im upset too that the person has passed, but they want nothing to do with me...and I get a kind of vibe that I thought of them as family and was really upset.

    Next thing I know, Im in a bar (I dont drink my sorrows away so you know lol) and these two girls approach me and ask me if Im (my escort name) we get to talking and decide to go hang out somewhere else. We're all going in our separate cars, and theres a police trap and they are searching peoples cars. I start to freak out, I have several boxes of condoms, lube bottles, all sorts of lingerie all over my car (my car isnt like that at all!) plus several phones for some reason, and Im thinking, oh great this is how I get busted?! The officer gets to my car, just pushes everything out of the way looking for something and tells me Im free to go.

    I tell the girls Im not really in the mood to go out anymore and as they are leaving, my ex husband walks up to me all surprised to see me..we get to talking and go out somewhere. This leads to that, and we end up in bed together...and hes huge! I mean, way huger than I remember! We wake up together, go to lunch, and he tells me...so I know what it is you do. And I panic but try to play it off, asking him what he means...and he says, you know what I mean, I dont want to have to say it...its cool though, Im totally cool with it. Im not even sure if we're thinking the same thing, and then he says to me while I was sleeping, he was up looking at my website and pictures, and he likes it a lot. I find his whole reaction very strange, and I excuse myself from lunch...and run into my ex boyfriend.

    Right there on the sidewalk, he starts screaming at me that he found out what I do, and he cant believe it, and that Im better than that, if I needed money I could have just asked him, but theres no way he wants to talk to me or be seen around me now because all his friends know what I do too and its humiliating. Im sort of speechless, and embarressed cause people are stopping and staring at us... and then that family from the beginning of my dream walk up and start screaming at me too.

    ...and now Im wide awake and watching law and order lol *sigh*
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    yikes - What a way to start your day !! It's cool you wrote it down - if I dont tell someone my weird dreams as soon as I wake up then they are gone in an hour. Are you taking anti depressant's by any chance? I take Lexapro and Wellbutrin in the winter. If I take it later than 9am I have vivid bizaro dreams that night. --- Off topic glad to see you back , I was a little worried you were gone for a few days. Hope you are feeling better - other than being haunted in your dreams.

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    Thanks so much Nikki Yeah, Im not on anything at all and truly have no idea where its all coming from cause its been a really long time since Ive had a wacky dream like that. Usually mine are so boring, like going to lunch with a friend or standing in CVS trying to decide which shampoo to buy. My dreams are so mundane On the surface, I dont have any regrets and Im totally fine with what I do...but who knows, maybe on some deeper level its really affecting me. This was my first escorting dream...

    The funny thing too is....my ex husband would in reality freak the fuck out, while my ex boyfriend would just be kind of forlorn and not know what to say...so in my dream, they had totally opposite reactions than they would in real life.
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    BlkSharpie,

    Dreams often mirror our inner state. The dream you just described represents guilt in the world of dream interpretation.

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    Yeah, I am kind of thinking that there is some guilt...well maybe not guilt thats not it but just...hrm, and discomfort with what Im doing? Still through, only my recent ex was mad at me for it, my ex husband was like, hey Im totally cool with it. So who knows, maybe Im torn, okay with it sometimes, not okay with it other times. It was all contradictory.

    Also, I still cant get over how huge my ex husband was, like beyond humanly possible large! Not sure what that is supposed to mean...! And the family, they were just mad at me for this person who died..and I have no idea what that is all about. No one close to me has passed away or cut me out of their life or anything like that.

    Speaking of which though! I have best friend since I was 16...she was in theatre when we were in hs. And I just dreamt that I was her understudy for some play, and just as we were getting ready to head to the show, I was like, let me see your script right quick? And I looked at it and was like..wow, thats a lot of lines! And she realized I hadnt studied, more less read the scrpt at all. She asked me if I ever saw the movie and I said I never had a chance to get around to it..and she flipped out on me, and said the play starts in an hour and I didnt even care enough to watch the freaking movie...then she told me our friendship was over. And I was like...over a play?! Ive known you 18 years! And she looks at me like Ive lost my mind, and I realize we are still kids in hs, and she tells me not to come to the play or talk to her again, and leaves. I better call her today...lol But yeah, I wonder what is up with me...two very strange dreams, and again someone mad at me and telling me to go away.

    And I hate when someone is mad at me!!! feels awful even though it was just a dream.
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    I've been having a lot of weird dreams combining stripping, people from on here (how I'd imagine them I guess lol) and Japan.

    I think I miss stripping. Oh well.

    Dream interpretation is always kinda wacky though. Have you kept track of your dreams for a long time now? Maybe there's a thread running though them, something that if you analyze your past dreams and emotional and mental states at that time, you could look at this one and be like "hey that's like that OTHER dream where I felt THIS way...". Does that make sense?
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