So lately I've really gotten in my groove at work. I'm able to hustle without thinking and easily make at least $1000 working three 7 hr shifts a week... which I feel at my club is standard for a good hardworking dancer where I work. Sometimes I make more, but we're in a slow season right now, so I'll mainly shoot for that. It also depends on which days I work. I work mostly weekdays, and sometimes they can be hit or miss. Lately I've been beating myself up for not being a top earner and not hustling hard enough. I don't know what's wrong with me. Especially since some nights I've made good money when girls couldn't pay their house fees. I still look at some other girls and give myself shit because i am not as good as them. I do realize that I've only been at this probably 6 months total and some of these girls have a few more years of experience under their belt. Also I seem to think I don't have enough money....which is not the case. I save diligently even though I do spend a decent amount. Having been broke for almost 2 years on my own and just moving into a new place I've had to spend money on things like furniture, clothing that doesn't look like crap, and good makeup for myself. I have saved at least a 1/4 of what I've made every month at this point. I also have a few health issues I'm trying to deal with at this time, which is making it harder to be on my game, so I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself, but still.... I hear of girls making 500-800 and Im like ughh i need to be better. I know this attitude isn't helping my situation and that it's only hurting. I know I should just have fun, relax, do my best, and let the money come to me, but it's been hard to get into that frame of mind. Anyone else a completely ridiculous perfectionist like me?



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