Hey ladies!
So… I am going to be putting my self through graduate school starting in the fall and as you probably already know, the job market right now SUCKS! I had been applying to regular minimum wage jobs in retail, food service, ect for months but to no avail and was starting to despair about making rent, paying tuition, buying food, and my future in general when a couple of days ago a friend asked me if I had ever though about stripping.
Needless to say I was very interested, especially when she told me how much you could potentially make in just one night. We had this conversation on Monday and on Thursday night she brought me into her club to meet the manager and I was hired!
My first night was unlike anything I ever could have expected. I was SO unbelievably nervous! When it was my turn to go up on stage my legs where shaking uncontrollably and I realized I had no idea WTF I was going to do. Did I mention that the club is fully nude?
At first I just kind of walked around the poll for a while trying to be sexy and figure out how the hell I was going to start. I felt so awkward especially when I tried to take of my fishnet dress all seductively and failed the first time lol.
Anyway, it ended up being okay. My friend came to the tip rail with a bunch of the other girls and they sat there cheering me on and whispering tips to me. It was the nicest thing I could have imagined happening and it really helped me to get my confidence up and to get into the music. I even did a couple of spins on the poll!
I guess I must have done an okay job because by the end I had about twenty-five 1 dollar bills in my garter and the manager told me that no new girl had gone up there and gotten fully nude the first time. A lot of the other girls complemented me too and said I looked good up there.
I have to say, most of the girls were really nice. Of course there where some that did not say anything to do but most were really informative and helpful. I think that it may have been a little different had I not come in my friend who has been dancing there for years, but still even she said that the girls at this club get along the best and are the nicest out of all the places she has danced at.
It was really hard for me to approach guys and talk to them my first night especially after a big creepy regular tried to rip me off for a lap dance. I also kept forgetting my name lolz and was usure of how much to tell the customers about myself. But as the night went on I started to really get into my character and understand that its all an illusion and within that illusion we can make those guys do pretty much anything we want them to do. It was really empowering.
However, since I was so nervous going into my first night I had not eaten anything since about 2 in the afternoon. Add that to my stomach being in knots due to nerves and the cigarette smoke hanging thickly in the air and you get one sick girl. At one point in the night I had to run to the bathroom and throw up which totally threw me off. But my girl had my back through it all and by the end of the night I was dancing all over that stage working those boys for ever dollar they where worth. I even managed to sell a lap dance, which was like my crowing glory for my night.
Only when I got home around 3 am and counted my money for like the 5th time did I realize how tired I was, especially my legs and how beat up my knees where. Seriously, they look like small children spent all day trying to kick them in.
All in all I think my first nigh was a good crash course in dancing 101 and I feel like it’s just going to get better. My next night is going to be on Saturday and the shift is from 6pm to 6am! Wish me luck and I would love any suggestions, tips, or comments that you have for me! SW is SOO unbelievably awesome and I feel really grateful to me a part of this community.
Xoxo!!


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