Hello Ladies!
About 3 years ago (when I was 1I started stripping. I was young, naive, and still a virgin. Yes I was a virgin stripper.
The first month was awesome, I was bringing home 200 to 1000, not doing any extras, and just having fun with the girls. Because the money was so good and I was having so much fun, I started coming in more often, almost everyday, and started making less a lot less money. Around the same time, I started smoking a lot of pot and drinking and basically just hanging out with the other girls, not really talking to the customers. To say the least, I got burned out pretty fast. After 3 months of stripping, I started doing nude modeling because the money so was much better. While modeling, I meet a photographer who introduced me into porn. After about 2 months of modeling, I started doing porn and at this time I was no longer a virgin. Even though the porn industry is dying out, the money in porn is sooo much better than the money I was earning in modeling. Shortly after I turned 19, I moved to the San Fernando Valley and started doing porn full time. On my days off, I worked at a nude club down in Van Nuys and started doing extras. After a few months of living in the San Fernando Valley, I started traveling all over the U.S. doing porn and nude modeling. At this point, I started escorting on the side and became heavily addicted to drugs, specifically meth. It was the lowest point of my life, I was so depressed, and I had broken every boundary I had set for myself at age 18. I had no self esteem, my life circled around doing porn, escorting, and smoking meth. Finally about 2 years after I first entered a strip club, I had quit the sex industry, quit smoking meth, and started going to my local community college.
For the past year, I've been going to school full-time, moved back in with my mom, and lived off of what money I had saved. I've been sober (sometimes I like to go out and have a couple of drinks with my friends every once in awhile) and I've managed to maintain a 3.92 GPA. I'm hoping to transfer within the next 2 years as a nursing or biology major. Maybe one day I'd like to be a doctor. But, I grown bored of this life. I'm draining my funds and will soon need to start working again to pay for school and other expenses.
I miss the flashing lights, the fast pace, the energy, and the butterflies every time I step on the stage. I miss being a stripper and I especially miss dancing. I love to dance, whether it be ballet, jazz, or cheerleading; one of my passions in life is dancing. And, I'm a bit of an exhibitionist too. I love showing off my beautiful body! I genuinely enjoyed being a stripper, it's part of my personality to dance and be a show off. I feel that because I'm older, not naive, and experienced, I'll be able to better handle the stresses and job hazards that are associated with stripping. I will still be going to school full-time and will not let my life be consumed with stripping.
But...old habits die hard. Many strippers are drug addicts and prostitutes. I tend to give in to temptation and I'm afraid I'll return to the same path that I was on a year ago. I'm scared of falling into drugs and giving extras, which eventually may lead back to porn/escorting. If I were to become a stripper, I would only want to be a stripper. That is, dance seductively and take my clothes off. ABSOLUTELY NO EXTRAS and no physical contact with the customers. I live in the San Francisco/Bay Area, a city notorious for its "liberal values". Would it be too difficult to find a club where there is little/no contact and where I could only commit to 1-2 days a week? I wouldn't be able to travel very far (expect on holidays) because I go to school full-time. Lastly, I am in a relationship and I told my partner about my desire to return to stripping. He told me that he disapproves and wouldn't want to be with me if I was a stripper. I care for him deeply, but I'm afraid that if I don't fulfill my need for excitement now, it'll haunt me for years, and I'll be too old to return to stripping.
Sorry for the long post and all of my ramblings. I realize that only I can make the decision of becoming a stripper again, but any helpful input will be greatly appreciated!![]()



I started stripping. I was young, naive, and still a virgin. Yes I was a virgin stripper.
The first month was awesome, I was bringing home 200 to 1000, not doing any extras, and just having fun with the girls. Because the money was so good and I was having so much fun, I started coming in more often, almost everyday, and started making less a lot less money. Around the same time, I started smoking a lot of pot and drinking and basically just hanging out with the other girls, not really talking to the customers. To say the least, I got burned out pretty fast. After 3 months of stripping, I started doing nude modeling because the money so was much better. While modeling, I meet a photographer who introduced me into porn. After about 2 months of modeling, I started doing porn and at this time I was no longer a virgin. Even though the porn industry is dying out, the money in porn is sooo much better than the money I was earning in modeling. Shortly after I turned 19, I moved to the San Fernando Valley and started doing porn full time. On my days off, I worked at a nude club down in Van Nuys and started doing extras. After a few months of living in the San Fernando Valley, I started traveling all over the U.S. doing porn and nude modeling. At this point, I started escorting on the side and became heavily addicted to drugs, specifically meth. It was the lowest point of my life, I was so depressed, and I had broken every boundary I had set for myself at age 18. I had no self esteem, my life circled around doing porn, escorting, and smoking meth. Finally about 2 years after I first entered a strip club, I had quit the sex industry, quit smoking meth, and started going to my local community college.
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former stripperweb user trishaxxxo
I had a controlling partner that tried to make me quit stripping and it was a really terrible, long breakup. I think anyone who starts dating a stripper has no right to ask her to quit, but some people just can't handle it and going back to it during the middle of a relationship could very well end it. Make sure that is something you are willing to give up, is it really worth it? Also, does he deserve you, is he just stating his limits, or is he trying to control you? something to think about. *hugs* to you good luck

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