So being an exhibitionist, before I did this for money, I'd occassionally have fun doing cam shows for free, or posting videos for free on xtube... then I saw that I could be a cam girl and also sell videos.
Now that I've started doing all this for money, I feel like I've put unnecessary pressure on myself to work and I can't shake it off. I'm poor, and all I can think about is 'if I was on cam right now I'd be making money'.. so it's not about my kinky exhibitionism anymore, it's about me being poor and feeling like I should be doing this even when I'm not in the mood. It's lost all it's fun because of my financial stress and it's taking be entirely out of the mood to do it.
One important thing is, for me personally, doing anything sexual when I'm not in the mood is so uncomfortable. How can I get the passion back, so I can have fun again?
any suggestions ladies?
thanks in advance.



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