
Originally Posted by
lighthouse
Stripping is the only job I really can do so I don't see as many positives as I do negatives because I feel forced into the profession.
As of right now, I'm making about minimum wage dancing so I don't really see the benefits other than "working at my leisure, job security, and no immediate superiors," though the money is too inconsistent for me to be emotionally stable. I have to talk to disgusting men that don't want to treat me decently, drink until my liver gives out, and have the same meaningless conversations over and over again. I'm so turned off by sex that I'm fairly certain I've become asexual. I feel worthless that the only reason people talk to me is because I'm attractive / large boobs.
I use to think the same as you when I first entered the profession at eighteen. Now it's just completely destroyed me.
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