last night was just in generarl really fucking odd i went out and treid out and one of the two clubs we have in town, and I go a really bland no......
pretty much was told by the owner I did not have the look he wanted. Which I did not try to bug him but I just mentioned to him you know I really, want to get into doing this more just what exactly do you mean by that do I need more experince, do i need to smile more. Anything, and he really just kept brushing me off.
I nearly went home very close to tears but I was no in the mood to give up on situation quite that easily .....
so I wen out to the other club in town one that I had been into before and had been told pretty much that they had too many girls working there at the time.
Well I saw some girls outside and I tired tojust walk over and talk to them about my experince and what I could take from it.
they were super nice and kept asking if I was going to dance which lol I had the lame thing of saying well I really want to...some how through an odd turn of events I ended up meeting with the owner tellng him that I do burlesque on the side, and that he is semi interested in starting something up with ladies that do burlesque I am suppoused to call him up tomorrow about 1:30 to set up a time to come in and talk with him in person...about dancing and persuing burlesque revenues. lol so I am not sure what all to do...I would be lying if i said I was not nervous about doing an audtion but I think I need to flat out be more honest about this really and truly is something I want to learn how to do really a lot.
and mayb do some thing befor hand like try to self tan myself a bit before tha audtion, try my danmdest to slow my dancing down and not rush...maybe not do floor work the first time around. lol sorry was up reading blogs last night.....on tips so thinking aloud i guess.



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