So this week I worked Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday and I feel like CRAP. I probably wouldn't if I wasn't drinking though. I had at least 7 drinks each night, sometimes 10. Saturday I didn't work but I went out with my friends and had like 7 drinks. UGH. So basically I drank heavily almost every day last week. I really only drink at work, and typically only work 2-3 nights a week and go out with my friends like once every 2 weeks. But it makes me worried.
I just can't talk to guys without drinking. I would literally rather sit in the dressing room all night and not make my tipout back if I'm not drinking at work. I don't want to talk to anybody. Its not a social shyness thing, I am FAR from shy, I just have no tolerance for idiots or dumb guys without alcohol. Its so much easier for me to pretend like I like people when I'm drinking.
Obviously its a problem. I didn't know if I should post this in body business or not but basically I'm looking for any kind of advice/feedback... how to cut back on my drinking, how to get over being annoyed talking to people without alcohol, etc.. Its obviously not good for my body (how it looks OR how it functions) and I need to learn how to socialize and be friendly without it.



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