seriously ive only taken pills once and its hardly done anything... i just felt happy next to the pretty looking wallpaper and the lights at the night club.
my housemate and her friends are driving me nuts. theyve had a party almost every weekend this month with plans to have more. and if it was a normal dancing drinking talking party id be like yeah cool but basically last night i came home from work past 3am to BLARING dubstep and a really bright seizure inducing strobe light flickering in my living room and like 10 people off their head on pills. it wasnt good. they all just stared and bobbed and kept saying stupid shit and invading my personal space so i retired to my room.
last weekend they were all fucked as usual and this girl ive met a few times burst into my room when i was sitting there talking to a friend and just stood there talking complete nonsense. like seriously i had no idea. for like 3 mins. she had no clue who i was.
in a different house i lived in, my housemate told me a story about when her n her friends were on pills here at a houseparty, the tealight candles set the tablecloth on fire and they all stared at it and danced around it ecstaticly chanting FIRE! FIRE! before a sane person came to put it out before shit got worse.
im not trying to offend anyone here. feel free to do pills if you want for all i care. no judgement. i just dont like people doing it in my house and i find their zombie like trance a little frightening. hence why ive only taken it that one time, plus im not a huge fan of raves or anything like that. im just trying to figure out whats so good about taking ecstasy, how you felt, what you did, stories, etc without me having to do it. i feel like if i dont understand or at least try to see whats going on in my house the arguments are just gonna keep getting worse or im gonna keep feeling more uncomfortable in my house when theres a party on. thanks! x




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