I had a newbie client from Europe book a date with me about a month ago and we finally met just a few short days ago.
I didn't know what to expect naturally but when he opened the hotel door, my mind was blown and I forgot my persona, my name...EVERYTHING.
I became the worlds most awkward duck in short.
He was so handome, my type of handsome, Perfect in every way. He had a full sleeve tattoo depicting scenes of one of my all time favorite childhood stories and I was head over heels more so..
Would you believe I talked about such stupidness like how I only saw one guy a week? He didnt even ask me, I just said stupidness.......
I eventually told him how handome I thought he was and how head over heels I was and we both had a good laugh that led to so much more.....
Sex in the shower, Sex by the window balcony thingy (he had a REALLY Upscale hotel), Sex on the bed...It was so good and he seemed so delighted and like he couldn't get enough.
He had paid for 2 hours but told me before hand that he had to cut it short (yet he gave me a MASSIVE tip), but when we finished I couldnt help my self, he said he had a dinner to go to but I tempted him over and over again at every turn. We took another shower and bathed each other ,I gave him another BJ, I had him dress me (well he started it), another bj......I was in heaven....
He said he wanted to see me again...We made temporary plans for the day after.
I thought I was used to this, some clients asking to see me again. Knowing what the result might be....
I waited by my phone........Actually sat on my bed with my phone when I got home and waited. I wrote him a quick email thanking him for an beautiful time and he said that he'd get back to me with our next date.
But I still waited by my phone for him after that.
I was upset with every email and call that wasnt him.
I cried at one point and went through the list of everything I did wrong. I starting hating on how I looked (even though he told me over and over again how hot he found me), I was mad that I didnt get a chance to REALLY lay it on him (started feeling like what I did wasnt enough) I was point blank STRUNG.
(cue T-Pain)
The day we were suposed to meet again came and passed with no contact and I went through a dark moment. I siphoned off 1K and change from the money he gave me and did some expensive (but troublesome) retail therapy. I bought everything as if I was buying it for another date with him. Even though I had originally wanted the money to invest more heavily in ads.
Then I let it go and got a grip. I returned most of the things the next day and stored my money properly and soberly.
I don't know why I was so over come like that. But with God as my witness I wish with all my heart that we had met differently. When I got over myself in the beginning the conversation we had was on Epic proportions (which is why it led to so much more....lol)
I've changed my fantasy hat for my Reality hat and accept now that he might never contact me again and that what we had for such a short time was unique.
Have any of you ever had an experience like this? Getting a client you wish you had met differently because you saw so much potential?
I always felt it was a bad idea to date a client but after this moment my stance isnt so steady.




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