I moved to LA from Atlanta 5 months ago with dreams of becoming a director and actress. I realized that I didn't want anything to do with this industry REALLY QUICK. I have been unable to find work. I live in a house with bunkbeds and 36 people. I have hit rock bottom. I have no friends here and no one to talk to (and no phone if I did have someone to talk to.) My rent is due in 7 days and i am seriously in a panic state. I danced about a year in Atlanta. I NEED to start dancing here now, but I threw all my stuff away thinking I would never dance again. I am basically living in fear. I have no idea what to do next. I don't have one dollar to my name. I made a tent out of sheets around my bunk and I have been hiding in that. I'm posting this here because keeping a journal gives me no release and trying to talk to my family is PAINFUL. All they do is judge me or are bored by my problems. I am afraid I am going to have to resort to sleeping with some weirdo off of craigsist. I am so afraid. I know I sound like a baby, but please words of encouragment anyone?



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