I quit dancing 6 months ago and plan on never going back( no offence to other ladies that do it, Its just not for me anymore). I moved back in with my parents after a break up and am currentl looking for a job..I can see myself getting a entry level position very soon but im currently selling fetish clips to get started on saving... My family have been nothing but supportive but I still feel a sense of shame of the fetish hustle. Im not getting nude in any of the clips and im not showing my full face in any of them. But Im scared of being found out by my family that has nothing but supportive of me.. They were so heart broken from me dancing And took me in when I left a bad situation with my ex with no judgement..Im very blessed to have them..But ever since I got back into selling clips I can see myself distancing myself from them. I hate having to hide anything from my family and friends for something that I personally think theres nothing wrong about. But I cant take disappointing them again.. there is a lot of $$ potential in clips and I can have my own place a lot sooner..I just wish I didn't have to keep a secret from them. My parents have been giving me money for me to go out because they know im having a hard time..I just started making clips again a few weeks ago so I haven't gotten my first check yet..I put the minmum payout to 2 grand so I wont get the check until I make that much..I feel so terrible that they are so kind and supportive but I know that they wont approve if I told them.. Is anyone else going through guilt for keeping your side hustle a secret?



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This life is very unconventional, and most (conventional) people cannot handle it. There IS a reason we make so much money. It just comes at a different cost than a vanilla job. It can be lonely- but here is a forum with other women in the same situation. Be strong

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