me and my guy have technically been broken up for a few months now, but we've been still sleeping together and basically dragging things out because of the chemistry and how well we get along. we finally ended things indefinitely over the phone; he just moved two hours away and it's just not going to work. he already has a fling in his new town and between working two jobs and going to school i have absolutely no time/energy to maintain what we have. i'm a mess, i'm in class right now not paying attention @ all. i know with time the sadness will subside but i'm afraid how this is going to affect me @ work -- if i've had a bad day or feel totally burned out touching customers it's always been so comforting to know that i have a man out there that i actually care for and have meaningful sex with. now that that's gone, i'm not sure how it's going to show in my hustle/cause me to burst into tears once i'm driving home from work. i fucking miss him and i'm pretty much dreading the club. tell me it gets better and i won't go broke!!!!



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sorry this happened, and it is hard. but you need to take your mind to a different place at work, and really concentrate on the money and put this out of your mind. you can promise yourself that you will think/cry/obsess over it later, but don't do it in the club.
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