Long story short...boyfriend of 2 months cheated (hes my best friends brother so that holds more meaning than the length of the relationship), he was cheating for weeks and I found out a little bit before V-day...we broke up. Things were iffy but I was trying to still be friends seeing as we will still have to see each other (just saw him a couple days ago) since I'm a pretty close family friend. The other day I text him telling him I miss him as a person..he replies with a simple "Stop texting me" 0_0 ok.
It isnt the breakup that is bothering me so much as the fact that I just dont feel...right.
I am extremely lonely (My closet friend is the ex's sister who lives 50 miles away), I feel like I have so much to do and dont know where to start (school, cam, weightloss, and I'm a mother lol)
I am embarking on a sort of self improvement journey/ finding my femininity which is consuming my need to do better in every area of my life but today I'm just feeling down and wanted to rant.
If anyone has advice/ tips/ links related to loneliness self improvement, femininity in terms of how you carry yourself, etc then it would be appreciated. Or if you just feel the same way as me then lets have a short pity party and then bring each other back up lol



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