I know what I have to do.. this is unexcusable... my boyfriend calls me and tells me that he "just saved some girls life" doing a favor for a friend of a friend.. and is telling me how he is going to stay at a "shitty hotel" in the city with her and leave in the morning ... I don't even know who the hell this girl is! Naturally I freak out and can't believe he's fucking serious. Everything was great, he was supporting me in stripping. He knows how tired I am from commuting and stripping, coming home at 7 am at times barely able to open my eyes and walk myself home! My body is sore and tired and all I can do is sleep when I get home. I told him if he does this there's no way we can continue.. this is one hell of a bomb to drop on me after I get out of work and want to spend time .. he tells me when I complain this is how hes gonna spend his friday night.. what!? He hangs up on me and turns the phone off on me. He knows how I freak out when I can't call him. Most of the time, things are great, we're so in love--and keeps telling me how faithful he is to me... then THIS!? How would anyone in their right mind put up with this!? I obviously have to call it over.. but he's been here for me through so many shitty things.. but now he's turned out to be the shitty thing that I'm going through. I'm just so tired and working so hard at this stripping thing, putting up with bullshit just to make some money .. I'm exhausted physically and now this. More than anything we were supposed to be best friends and I'm so betrayed. There's no way after this I could take him back, some girl I don't even know is more important than me? To add to it, we live far away right now. How the HELL could he expect me to trust that situation? Well I don't! Oh, and his birthday just happens to be tomorrow too (technically right now). I mean come on.
... thank you for reading this.. and I appreciate any advice ...




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