Blahhh that's how I feel!!! I feel so stuck at this point in my life! All I do is take care of my daughter and go to school. My plan is to tan, get nails done, eyebrows done, etc etc and try dancing again. But I'm just stuck, I feel so anxious when I think of going back; it takes guts to dance that's forsure. Last time I had the motivation of: 1. the man I love being with another woman 2. Had been in bed for 3 months depressed. Now the only motivation I have is the money and how fun it could be. But I feel this intense anxiety when I think about going back, I worry that I'll choke on stage (I don't like stage). Even though I didn't last time it was still scarey, its like jumping in a pool you gotta make yourself do it and once you do its not so bad. I just need some motivation



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