Hey Everyone!
I have missed SW so much. Long story short.....I accomplished my goal of getting out of camming and into a normal job, it was a long hard road. Started out cocktail serving and cashiering at a gentlemens club, eventually working my way into my dream job as the clubs web/graphics designer and internet marketer. I loved this job, made less money then camming but none the less, accomplished my goal of getting out of the industry and into a job that I loved.
LOVED.......all was going well until a few weeks ago, when a bad incident occured at the club. After much thought and not seeing any changes being made with the security of the place, I decided to move on. I did not feel safe working at this club anymore, most often during the day by myself. I love working alone but being there alone was a risk from the beginning and after said bad incident occured, a risk I was not willing to take for a measely salary.....
So I decided to get back into camming. It has been over a year, I am excited and sad at the same time...my moving on is a bit bittersweet. I have been keeping my eyes open for a similar job, but it could be an eternity...alas, my main focus has been to work my way out of the job and into a home based design business in early 2014. Camming will just make this easier in the longrun.
I wanted to do everything right this time around, I have made mistakes with camming in the past but have learned from them over 8 years in the business. It is ok to make mistakes as long as u do learn from them
I found a local studio to work for and I know many of you may SMH at me, but where I live it is not legal to cam or produce any type of porn from a residence, it must be done in a legally zoned office/studio. This is how it is in 98% of the USA. The only place it is legal to produce porn from home are certain counties in california and new hampshire. I have noticed over the past few years that camgirls working from home are becoming an epidemic, even I am guilty!!! This time I wanted to do whatever I could to do this right. The studio is beautiful, well kept, clean and ran by all women. It has also been a fabulous working environment, the other girls are so supportive, and cool as hell. It is also amazing to see how individualized camming really is, and cool to have like-minded women to talk to. When I was working from home, I came into a deep depression, felt very isolated, etc and would slack off every day. Getting out of the house every day and to the studio definately helps with the above issuesThe studio also does not take additional fees, rather they charge a house fee like a stripclub. This also becomes a deduction for taxes every week
so it is a good thing. The fact that the studio provides a legal and safe working environment for so many wonderful women makes it easy for me to part with the house fee
I don't know why I am rambling on and on, but I missed you all and just wanted to let u know I am still here for all of you. I also wanted to apologise, in the past I have made some very negative posts here, please understand this was when I was very depressed, negative and had some issues going onI have found thru working a normal 9-5er that camming really is a blessing and a good way for so many women to make alot of money on their own terms. If you ever feel like you cannot take camming anymore, take a break like I did. It has helped me in so many ways
Allow yourself time away. I became depressed and beyond burned out, but it didn't have to be that way if I just allowed myself some long breaks. I did and I have come back to camming, although a bit sad the way my last job ended, happy to be back and in my own element
Miss you all XOXOXOX




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