
Originally Posted by
CourtneyRaine
I'm an alcoholic, went through inpatient detox, and was drinking again within 24 hours of being discharged so take this with a grain of salt.
Personally, drinking helps me. On my current site I only have one guy who will tip for shots an/dor encourage me to go buy a bottle of wine before we go private. It used to happen much, much more frequently on another site I was on. I still drink on cam. Not every day. probably not even most days, but maybe once or twice a week (less recently due to some health problems I'me been having, not related). Sometimes the bottle's in view, other times I pre-mix a cocktail off cam and drink from the same cup I always keep my water and coffee in.
It helps me. It makes me feel relaxed, more talkative, and easier to tease the freeloaders and not get so annoyed. I also have an extremely, extremely high tolerance from all of my years of constant boozing. Three or four drinks for me does not impair me mentally whereas it might knock other girls my size out. For me it just makes my muscles more relaxed and less achy, which makes me mentally more relaxed but still alert enough to stick to my boundaries and not do anything I wouldn't otherwise do sober. I do think it makes me more money, but i definitely don't need to drink to make money.
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