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Ahhh, my lady Jessica! Love that woman and this post.![]()
When - I can clearly see how fake my smile is on cam because everyone is just staring me but not tipping and out loud im saying "Now dont make me have to logoff early guys." But on the inside i'm screaming "What the Fuck! I hate you Allllllllllll!!!!" And I know if dont log off soon then what im actually thinking will work itself out of my mouth eventually :-)


^^^^^ Yep, I know it's time to log off when what I really want to do is tell every single asshole watching me to go jump in front of a bus!

When you abruptly realize that you are now surrounded by random props that make absolutely no sense to the outside world and that your makeup looks something like Beetlegeuse and it's somewhere around 4am and you're drinking redbull because there's nothing better to do at that hour anyway.
And I think we end up like this when the sun comes up.....
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Love this thread! We've ALL been there!
I know I've had enough when I silently barter with myself in my head 'Okay just ONE more show and I'll log off for the night' but by that point I don't usually make it long enough for that because I'm in 'I want to kill you all' mode.
For the love of nipples!



I know ive had enough when I start hearing from customers that I *look* like I've had enough LOL
~We Be Hustlin', Bitches Be Hatin'~
When I am quick to ban people.
When I start silently praying that I DON'T get a show, because I'm too tired/aggravated/sore/etc. to perform. If someone would just drop a top a huge tip in free chat for no reason that'd be great k thanx.
When every single member in my room becomes SO ANNOYING that all I want to do is sing them this song:


I know I've had enough camming for the day when I start greeting people who come into my room with, "Buy something or get the fuck out."


I know I've been on cam too long, when I can't even fake a smile anymore.
When I'm too tired to be rude to the beggers and freeloaders.
When I begin to worry how I'm going to muster up enough energy to put on a great show should I get another PVT.
When I'm yawning so much that those in my room begin to question when was the last time I got some sleep lol.





when ur sooo tired and ur eyelids are dropped and a custie comes into ur room asks if ur high then leaves. MFC guys like that i think on SM not so much turns out.
When split camming i forget i,m in private on one of the sites, after i said hello to the guy, and carry one with my free chat tease only.



When I don't make much sense when I talk and I find that I'm not really talking to anyone at all, I'm just rambling.
Lol, okay I have a specific situation as an example, where I had ENOUGH of the pretending / bullshitting and just TOLD IT LIKE IT IS...normally you just nod and smile...but sometimes you can't hold it in any longer lol.
Me: So what happened?
Regular: The girl wanted me to buy a different video...I said "Maybe"...and she just sent it to me and said enjoy.
Me: So what's a good thing right, your status made me think something BAD happened.
Regular: Lol yeah....she was just being friendly
Me: Well....it's $3.25 she is not getting....sometimes we don't care [about such a small amount of money]
Regular: Fair....some girls just do this for the excitement and NOT for the money.
Me: It is always about the money
Regular: If you say so
Me: WHY would I get excited about just sending nude content of myself for free to some strange to jerk off to, and it doesn't benefit me in ANY way?
Regular: Because that's you
Me: You really think we're on here because some of us just like potentially ruining our futures by nude images of ourselves online?
Regular: No I am saying the sexual thrill outweighs the downsides [money???]...or that some people don't even consider it [???]
See. Now reading this you might think I was being blunt with this guy. But let me tell you, he has had a SHIT TONNE of unpaid (free) cam time with me, and I was basically giving him the "virtual girlfriend experience", with him on occasion paying me for the odd cam show or video.
I don't want ANYONE being so delusional that they think we do NOT consider A. The potential dangers/ money, B. That some of us don't want to be paid and that we are only doing this because we like giving strangers jerk off material for no reason (like wtf???really...of COURSE we want money...jesus).
Last edited by CanadianRuby; 06-14-2013 at 04:27 PM.


When I ignore my freechat completely and just post on SW instead.



When I point the cam at my tits and ignore the cam completely, randomly going back into my room and saying, TIP TO TALK, GO PVT/EXCL, OR GTFO LMAO
xoxoxox
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