I'm thinking of stripping as a way to pay for my college education and avoid putting my parents in debt. I think I might be good at it. I did intense ballet growing up, and it's kept me in good shape and made me very graceful. I've always been very comfortable with my body and my sexuality, and I enjoy talking to people and making conversation. In short, I think I could make a lot of money and that this could be a good opportunity for me.
The only problem is I'm afraid to actually go audition and work. I'm afraid the second I walk in I'll suddenly hate myself, or that I'll be intimidated and completely freeze up.
I'm also afraid of losing money initially. I read that a new girl who doesn't know what she's doing can lose $100 in a night. My parents are paying for everything for me, and I only have $300 of my own savings right now.
I'd have to keep stripping a secret from my family, everyone I know, and my future colleagues and employers. Is that all possible?
I'm also afraid of rowdy clients, stalkers, excessive groping, drugs, catfights: basically every horror story. I read that these aren't really problems in an upscale club, but would I be able to start in an upscale club? Are there any upscale clubs in Connecticut? I don't think I'll be able to travel out of state every night.
Lastly, I've never actually given a lap dance before in my life. Is that something you pick up on the job?
Any advice you guys could offer would be great. Thanks so much
P.S. I really like the name Sylvia, but if that's really awful/hard to pronounce/sounds too much like 'saliva', I was thinking Willow, because I'm tall, pale, and thin.



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