I just don't seem to feel like working anymore. I've blown off calls like crazy. It's like I just don't care about the money anymore. I'm really dedicated to training for triathlons, but I can't seem to get motivated to work. Every time the phone rings, I dread answering it. I hate even talking to them. I've been a masseuse/escort for 10 years now. This past year, I've just been getting by. But these last couple of months, I'm not even doing that. I can't really afford to do this. Has anyone ever had this problem? How do you handle it? It's like I have no energy to work. After I get done training in the morning, I want to take a nap around 10 am or so when I'm supposed to be working. And sometimes, I'll put the ads up and then sleep and get interrupted just as I fall asleep with another phone call. Grrr! Nothing like constantly getting woken up by a ringing phone. It seems that any time I am ready to take calls, nothing comes in. I like to be available between 11am to 7pm. But business doesn't necessarily come in then. And staring at the clock for even an hour seems like an eternity. The second I get busy doing something, the phone rings and I get interrupted which annoys the shit out of me when I'm deep into something. I get people calling me at 6:59, right after I wrote in my ad 7pm. So tiring and draining. I'm fine when I'm actually working i.e. doing the massage, the escorting part, but it's getting there that's the problem.



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