Take a shot, start some goofy music that makes you happy, grab a beer or a glass of wine to sip during your shift and get it gurl. You can dooo eet. Just get on and don't let them get to you. You'll do fine.

P.S. NONE of us here have the so-called perfect body. IMHO, despite how much we love our jobs and how rah rah we are about camming, if any of us woke up as 13 year old fashion-model-types we'd probably drop camming and move to the nearest fashion center in a heart beat. We're here because
if you've got the guts and the determination you can make it in camming no matter what you look like. There are even women out there who are selling themselves as "ugly women"
Since you said you've been researching, I'm refraining from link bombing you with answers to the anxieties that you sorta voiced as almost questions (allllllllllllll of them have been answered before ad infinitum). I'm assuming that you found your answers long ago and you're just running off in a sneaky anxiety spiral. You need a kick out the cam door now!
Let's crank that anxiety back the other way.
You will never:
Get to join the verified group here on SW if you don't get on cam.
Make up your investment in gear if you don't get on cam.
Know if you're any good at this stuff if you don't get on cam.
It's better to know than to not know! Guts and determination are not earned by not getting on cam! GIT YO BUTT OUT THERE!
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