I'm with you on this, my last three months went fairly similar to yours. May was good, June I was partying and drinking a lot and had the start of my cam slump. July I relaxed and basically took a break. So not many hours either month, but luckily I have an extremely accepting and patient partner to deal with expenses in the absence of earnings on my part. He actually encouraged me to take a break because my stress levels were through the roof. I'm sure there were times I was less than kind to him in the last few months, I can get kinda cray cray when I'm stressy! I should note I also had a court case looming that was a stressor to both of us, but that's over now.
So this month is payback time. I wanna blow all my previous earnings out of the water! I would like to be able to take the majority of the monetary burden on my own and hopefully be able to do something special for my guy this month for being so awesome! Also I need to get back into the routine, it's so hard getting back at it once you've been off for awhile. And for me, taking time off has started to become a habit I need to break. I also plan to devote about 5-8 hours a day to camming, the "old-fashioned way" as you say, ha ha. Except my vice is coffee not tea, but caffeine definitely helps! And the "camming Rocks" thread. It always motivates me, however I have a tendency to sit and dwell in the "camming Sucks" thread, and if I do it before work i'm definitely logging on at least an hour late. I'll still read it because there's a lot of good info in there, but I'll try to keep that in mind and watch my timing, lol.
On a side note, I just want to say congratulations to you on discontinuing the Adderall. That's a really hard thing to do and it takes a strong person to see those traits in yourself and be able to stop what could become a disastrous problem. You'll be better off for it! Just wanted to send you some kudos! Let's Rock August!!!

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