I've been in a relationship for almost three years with a man named Scott. Lately, my sex drive has went completely down the drain. I'd rather sleep then have sex. Yet when I think of the other men I've been with, I get turned on. Maybe because it's something I can't have. Maybe I'm bored of the sex with Scott. I don't really know. I love this guy, I swear I do. I don't have the heart to leave him just because I force myself to have sex with him. I don't have the heart to cheat.
Yet, I can't help but think about a single life. I can't help but think about sex with other men. I can't help that it turns me on more then he does. This might be beyond repair, this might just be a phase I'm going through, but I really just...feel like a whore.
I used to have an unreasonable sex drive. Literally, I could fuck three times a day, every single day.
It's a miracle if I have sex more then once a week now.
Meh.



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