I'm not sure how to begin this post but this is something that's been weighing on my mind for a long time. But do you ever feel guilty about having to dance or cam for a living? I often think about the Rapture. A couple of times, I had been told that since God knows my heart and understands that I was only dancing to support my family, I won't be left behind. That didn't really put me at ease. Whether He understands or not, I just didn't want to be in a club or on my way to a club when the Rapture does happen. I felt so relieved when I was finally able to get out of dancing and start a vanilla job. Unfortunately, the vanilla job didn't last (telemarketing) and when my husband lost his job of 14 years, things got really really bad. He eventually found another job and as anyone knows, once you go through your emergency funds, push comes to shove. Plus, my unemployment benefits were about to run out and I had no luck in finding another job so I wound up camming. So now I'm back to worrying about being left behind because of the camming. Another woman I spoke with about the matter doesn't feel that camming makes me a prostitute, etc. that is is just a job and when you're a mother, the instinct to provide for your children just kicks in. I just wonder if anyone else feels guilty.
Before you say, just quit and get another or, keep in mind that the economy is so horrifically bad out there that there's literally nothing out there especially if you don't have transportation or limited transportation. Unless you're making a decent income, it's hard as hell to keep plenty of gas in your vehicle in order to drive from place to place for job interviews. I also want to share this video. It really scared me and I don't want to be accused of not warning anyone when the day comes. If you're not a believer in Jesus, don't even bother responding. No one is trying to shove it down your throat, you make your own decision on who or what you want to follow. I don't consider myself to be a Bible thumper but when the Lord speaks and wants us to spread His Word, I listen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqnLEcYetH4



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Why the hell should I feel guilty about paying my bills? I have a banging ass body and a nice pair of tits that I worked hard for and I like showing them off. Getting paid is just the icing on the cake.

Don't worry about it!

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