I know you hear a lot about women having a hard time filtering out of 'the biz' because of the money thing but I'm having troubles you don't hear about much
i'm having a wedding to celebrate a anniversary&I can't figure out what I want kind of dress to make (I've sewn gowns for years) because I feel like I know how to rock a shiney red string bikini........
but in a real dress I feel so weird. not used to feeling like I look good so covered.
just trying to design a v neck lower cut gown& it doesn't feel as natural as a triangle bikini top.
I can go a bit revealing, but how does a porn girl walk down the isle ???? that's a new one.
I'm trying to figure a good dress for my figure, to make those 'problem' areas look good. such as my tummy pooch.
I'm used to WORKING that tummy pouch! showing it off and getting paid to let men worship how hot it is.
I can deal with the ball gown skirt, but I finally figured out why the bodice was giving me such issues. I'm not used
to feeling pretty in something that leaves me so covered!
I'm going to bling up the bodice, thinking that may help.going to give it some time to settle, but I think I may just have
to give it up and make a top that is in some way reflective of what I feel best in. a top that doesn't 'over cover'
now if I can just come up with a design that doesn't get me arrested! lol



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Fuckit, it's your wedding.


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