hello all the women of stripperweb! it has been a very long time since i've been here but i know this is the place i need to be right now. i danced around east tx and dallas from 2004 to 2006, my "home" was the clubhouse in dallas and i busted my proverbial balls working double shifts, taking week days, helping the creative growth that the clubhouse is known for by entering in monday contests, a way for dale to both torture and entertain usand i was fully supported by my family when i started going through anxiety. near the end of things i wasn't aware i was about to experience two health crashes back to back, i thought i was just burned out from the job and needed a break. i chose to go to school and finally marry the guy i had been chasing for 5 years. skipping his story we were divorced within three years, but just before the wedding i had surgery for endometriosis which uncovered the displasia that had spread to my intestines. a year after i was married i lost so much weight, dropping to 82 lbs and not knowing what happened. it wasn't anything the obgyn could answer and i looked back into my family medical history. i found out i can't have wheat or wheat gluten, ryes, barley, all that good stuff. it is called celiac disease and comes in many forms of severity. i unfortunately got it bad. i had to throw out most of my stuff and buy new appliances, make up, shampoos, you name it and it got tossed. there is also some sensitivity to chemicals involved so i'm feeling more like that typical comical jew-allergic to everything, always congested, monitoring food labels like a nutto, and full of random holistic remedies. my family isn't orthodox or anything but i feel like the person that got "chosen" to pick up the torch again and find religion. that isn't really relevant but i poke at myself sometimes so please don't be offended by what i mean to be innocent humor.
now this is where i need my stripperweb family. i am not totally better, i still am struggling to get my weight back up to 100lbs and wheat, which is in beer, is my kryptonite. the lady parts stuff is all past me now, i do have a scar on my tummy really low by the panty line. it is pretty light now and i'm not ashamed of it. but i have been through a lot in not just the last few years but my whole life. i won't delve into it but my childhood family was terrible. i am also free of them, thank god. one of my problems is that i am no longer in the dallas area. that club is no longer an option and i do not want to move again. i am in deep south texas by the border and honestly the clubs are a crap shoot if they are going to be legit without having to turn tricks to make tip out. i would love to know if any women have found good work in the rio grande valley.
does anyone else work in a public forum with a wheat allergy? i know i'm not the only celiac to grace a stage but since i am so sensitive i think my only options will be to embody the spirit of jessica rabbit and wear gloves and a slutty strapless dress all the time.
lastly, a lot of this has been haunting me in my dreams. i keep returning to my favorite club but sometimes it is state of remodeling, other times it is full of people, and there are the eerie ones where the place is bare except for a couple of girls and a manager rushing me to get ready because they expect people to come pouring in. i had another dream last night where i felt right at home, got ready like usual, was welcomed back by the whole staff..it truly was a dream. does anyone else crave the old days? i am 28 now and if i can gain some more weight i'd look great but is it the path i should take? i just have so many questions. i want to go back to dancing but i wouldn't know where to begin.
thank you for anyone who reads and responds.



and i was fully supported by my family when i started going through anxiety. near the end of things i wasn't aware i was about to experience two health crashes back to back, i thought i was just burned out from the job and needed a break. i chose to go to school and finally marry the guy i had been chasing for 5 years. skipping his story we were divorced within three years, but just before the wedding i had surgery for endometriosis which uncovered the displasia that had spread to my intestines. a year after i was married i lost so much weight, dropping to 82 lbs and not knowing what happened. it wasn't anything the obgyn could answer and i looked back into my family medical history. i found out i can't have wheat or wheat gluten, ryes, barley, all that good stuff. it is called celiac disease and comes in many forms of severity. i unfortunately got it bad. i had to throw out most of my stuff and buy new appliances, make up, shampoos, you name it and it got tossed. there is also some sensitivity to chemicals involved so i'm feeling more like that typical comical jew-allergic to everything, always congested, monitoring food labels like a nutto, and full of random holistic remedies. my family isn't orthodox or anything but i feel like the person that got "chosen" to pick up the torch again and find religion. that isn't really relevant but i poke at myself sometimes so please don't be offended by what i mean to be innocent humor.
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Yeah you really don't need to be anywhere near that. Wish I had sm better info for you.

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