Here's a little background info:
I lived on my own for two (semi-rocky) years after living in an unstable home with my mother. Last year in November I became an escort and was introduced to the sex work industry. Since I was 16, I've wanted to be a stripper! I just never had the opportunity because of my age.
Now, I live with my grandparents who are great and very supportive of me. I live here for free and they feed me, drive me to school. Theyre like the parents i never had; however, I'm so used to living on my own and I crave the ability to do whatever I want. But I am still finishing my high school, so my head says the smartest idea is to stay here for the next year or two.
Here's the deal: it's almost impossible for me to stay in one place. Things always go great for me for the first while, and then I find myself intensely restless. The only constant in my life has been *change*, I've never gone to the same high school for more than a year, had the same friends, same living situation, etc. I'm finding myself agitated by routine and itching to escape.
Do you think I should be a play-it-safer or break free? I have a year and a half of high school left (I was a slacker) but I can always do online courses (I'm taking ILC right now anyways, so I go to an alternative school). My true passion is art, so stripping and living on my own would let me fill up half my week with violin and art courses, while fitting in school work on the odd day.
I haven't begun stripping yet but I know it's something I would be interested in doing for the next 5-10 years. But I guess I can't say that yet considering I have no experience...although escorting taught me a lot.
all of you are older and wiser than me so I appreciate and am requesting your advice!! Thank you!!![]()
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