
Originally Posted by
CanadianRuby
Okay. I think I have an example.
I was chatting with a guy for maybe an hour on MGF. It was like 2-3am, and I was not planning on camming. He asked me to do a cam show, and I figured what the hell, I'll just do one.
The way he typed, I assumed he was a slightly awkward, nerdy dude. He sounded funny, and the conversation was fine.
But, he wanted to Cam2Cam, and he really was NOT what I was expecting.
He had this DEEP voice...he was probably in his late 20s? He wanted the show to involve me masturbating, but, he turned the show around and started telling ME what to do. He wanted me to 'beg' to be allowed to cum (like...beg A LOT), do shit like ride a dildo hard blah blah blah.
The way he TALKED is probably why I was uncomfortable I suppose....being called "darling" or being bossed around on cam. I do not do submission shows.
I guess I just didn't like the fact that he seemed to almost intentionally portray himself ONE way in writing, but he knew once he turned on the cam he was going to do this whole dominant male thing and take me off guard (I could tell because he had asked me if he looked / sounded like what I was expecting???).
It just made me uncomfortable after...I don't really know why. I just didn't like the 'surprise' of his demeanor, having to talk to him face to face on webcam (he was intimidating), and having to do what he said, despite me NOT enjoying myself, but I was doing it anyways. The whole thing was just awkward.
I finally just ended the whole stupid show by pretending to be SoOoOoOo desperate to need to cum (I did not). I didn't cam for awhile after that show...I just wasn't happy I kept performing the show despite him freaking me out. He wasn't the type of person I'd want to ever meet or associate with in person. I don't know what the problem was....he just gave me this weird vibe, even through the webcam?
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